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 Such a crazy emotional day today. 
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I really need a do-over for days like today. I am so grateful that we have loving Lords that support and guide us because I don't know that I'd have the strength I need today.

First, Ariel came in very distraught that Julie, here 11 1/2 year old bearded dragon, was in distress. While I was calling the vet to get the emergency information we thought she passed away. After hugging and loving on her for about 10 minutes Julie gasped and woke up. We got her to the emergency vet where they relieved her from her failing body. I just want to give Ariel all the comfort and love I can. She barely remembers her life without Jules. She has just always been there with her and was the perfect first reptile pet for any little girl.

We said often that Jules is her demon familiar, and I still think this is true. It is just time for her to evolve into her spiritual body and I know will always be loyal to Ariel and right there beside her.

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Okay, phew, now for the next part of my day. My oldest daughter kept texting, first calmly for me to call her when I could, anytime before 1. Finally on my way home from the vet she send frantic messages, Mom, I need you to call me now!! She took a pregnancy test and it is positive. So, she needs her mom and I am no where around right now. I told her to tell my mom and let her love on her, not to be afraid, but just let her hug her. Oy. I don't know how I feel about this. Worry, #1. I worry about my baby. She is not in good health and I know she will require a lot of rest and nutrition to bring this baby into our family. Love, my baby has a baby growing inside her. How can I feel anything but the strongest of love for this child creating a child. I will support her in every way I can and know what she needs from me right now is love, which I have in abundance. So, I will work 7 days a week, fatten up my pocket book and pull up my bitch britches and be a mom, and maybe a grandma. But, first I need a nap.


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You also need one of these: *hugs* :grouphug:

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H. I am Sorry to hear about your Bearded Dragon being in Distress hope She will get better from what is making her Sick Bearded Dragons ' Make awesome pets I Had One myself so ' I Do know how Much you love Her also Congrats on your Daughter and her Baby Sending best Wishes to you all everything Will be Okay just keep believing they Will work Out in ,The Mean Time if you Need to talk We are all Here for you :hug:

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SH, I definitely do!! Thank you

Velle, shes with us in spirit now. Her body was ready to go. Thanks for the congrats. I'm still digesting. I'm thinking of driving to my daughter's work just to go wrap my arms around her neck. I want to hug her so badly.


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SH, I definitely do!! Thank you

Velle, shes with us in spirit now. Her body was ready to go. Thanks for the congrats. I'm still digesting. I'm thinking of driving to my daughter's work just to go wrap my arms around her neck. I want to hug her so badly.
' H I am Sorry to hear about her passing Yes She is with you in Spirit Now ' You should Go see your Daughter that Hug would be Nice for both of you That much ' I am sure Today has been hard on you being with your Daughter will help you :hug:

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I told her I'd go see her tomorrow morning and we'd eat breakfast. She's coming Monday morning for us to go to the doctor. She'll have to really work hard to increase her nutrition so her heart can be healthy enough for both her and baby. we'll go shopping for high calorie foods. She'll need lots of prayer but I feel confident she'll thrive. Maybe this baby is a reminder to her how precious her own life is now that she is responsible for her own child too. I will worry though until my grandchild is born healthy and probably every day after that. Lol


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I told her I'd go see her tomorrow morning and we'd eat breakfast. She's coming Monday morning for us to go to the doctor. She'll have to really work hard to increase her nutrition so her heart can be healthy enough for both her and baby. we'll go shopping for high calorie foods. She'll need lots of prayer but I feel confident she'll thrive. Maybe this baby is a reminder to her how precious her own life is now that she is responsible for her own child too. I will worry though until my grandchild is born healthy and probably every day after that. Lol
' That's Great H - Spending time with your Daughter will help you both you need that Time with her Right now also ' My Sister had to eat healthy when she Was Pregnant that's important to make Sure Her Heart is healthy for both Her and 'The Baby there are a lot of Good nutrition's that you can Get Now to help you along with a Pregnancy Sending both her and ' The Baby best Wishes its going to be Alright long as She eats ,The Right kinds Foods and get Rest that She needs the Baby will be Great :cloud:

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She has Ahlers Danlos syndrome and part of what is affected is her appetite and anorexia which puts a strain on her heart. She neglects herself too often and that has to stop. She is supposed to be eating 5000 calories a day and struggles to eat half that so other than work she is supposed to keep activity to a minimum. If need be she can move back here and I'll just work doubles. I'll do whatever needs to be done to make sure she's taking care of herself. I'm pretty sure I'll be looking for a bigger place now. I want to make sure I have room for both of them.


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She has Ahlers Danlos syndrome and part of what is affected is her appetite and anorexia which puts a strain on her heart. She neglects herself too often and that has to stop. She is supposed to be eating 5000 calories a day and struggles to eat half that so other than work she is supposed to keep activity to a minimum. If need be she can move back here and I'll just work doubles. I'll do whatever needs to be done to make sure she's taking care of herself. I'm pretty sure I'll be looking for a bigger place now. I want to make sure I have room for both of them.
' Yes with this Syndrome taking care of yourself is a Must she has to Eat Right but that can be hard with No appetite So maybe finding Something that She Can take to help her appetite That Could be Something ' That She Can Talk Over with Her Doctor Your Daughter is Very lucky to Have you there For her and , The Baby So Moving back Home with you Sounds like a Good ideal if its Going to help her take Better Care of herself So that ,,The Baby can be born healthy Not only that You can Watch your Grand Child Grow that's going to bring you lots of Joy for You being around for her though Out ' The Rest of her Pregnancy Your thinking about Moving to a Much bigger place so that there's Enough Room for everybody Your a wonderful Mother H'' My Boys are to young for me to have Grand kids but its a lot if Joy Watching New Life being brought in to The World again ' I Do Wish you and your Daughter and. The Baby all the Best With the Rest of Her Pregnancy also with your Move to a Bigger home :D

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Right now she lives with my mom since it's closer to her job and I know she I well taken care of and spoiled by Nanny. OML, I'm going to be a Nanny. I wonder what my Nanny name will be. I know I'll be doing a lot of prosperity work and LOA to give my grand baby all they deserve.


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