I was meditating last night and fell asleep/faded out of conciousness. I was then having fun with a companion where I could only feel and hear, but not see. His body was very warm, and I remember him saying something about caring for a child we had, or were going to have. (This might've been a memory from the past or my true self, I'm not sure) After a while, I could see and found myself in a room with Akelta, Anatel, and Bath(who was referred to as Cka). We had a discussion, and I left when Akelta announced another class was starting. I called my soulmate G, and he appeared. He was very tall, but lean, pale skin, had long black hair tied in a ponytail and long bangs (think Japanese anime samurai type) and was wearin a grey/blue/black outfit that looked like something from the ATLA series. I took his hand and we flew away to a more natural area. Before we got there, I had him stop so I could look at myself in a mirror. I looked similar to myself now, but my face was different, with my eyes were more catlike in shape, and I had this air of almost regal beauty to me. I tried to shift into my draconic self, but couldn't for some reason. We then went to a special place and relaxed for a bit. I then woke up.
The world I was in had a very odd feeling and visual structure to it. More vivid and solid than this world, and very pure in essence.
Thinking about it, I only ever see myself as human-figured in my dreams/APs, never as a dragon. I always appear similar to my physical self, but different, although I have no wings horns or tail, which I'm confused about, as I've heard others take on characteristics of, if not completely, their true selves. I do have fangs that I can extend from my mouth though.
AP experience
- Kitsune
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"The Master has failed more times than the beginner has even tried."
Do not rely on ANYTHING, unexamined. If It does not seem to fit, ask about it. If it ultimately degrades or dishonors or holds you back, it is bad for you, so remove it from your life. If it takes from you and never gives back, it is a leech. Discard it. In magick rely only on your own work: What you have seen and done and used for your own self and in your own way. Only keep what in your own estimation is worth keeping. (Hellcat's Rules Of Satanic Magick)"
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Really nice Kits sounds like you enjoyed your outer body experience ' I did enjoy mines and plan on doing much more it maybe real soon with ' some of my companions its the best feeling every I haven't felt so relaxed in a long time it was great happy yours was toKitsune wrote:I was meditating last night and fell asleep/faded out of conciousness. I was then having fun with a companion where I could only feel and hear, but not see. His body was very warm, and I remember him saying something about caring for a child we had, or were going to have. (This might've been a memory from the past or my true self, I'm not sure) After a while, I could see and found myself in a room with Akelta, Anatel, and Bath(who was referred to as Cka). We had a discussion, and I left when Akelta announced another class was starting. I called my soulmate G, and he appeared. He was very tall, but lean, pale skin, had long black hair tied in a ponytail and long bangs (think Japanese anime samurai type) and was wearin a grey/blue/black outfit that looked like something from the ATLA series. I took his hand and we flew away to a more natural area. Before we got there, I had him stop so I could look at myself in a mirror. I looked similar to myself now, but my face was different, with my eyes were more catlike in shape, and I had this air of almost regal beauty to me. I tried to shift into my draconic self, but couldn't for some reason. We then went to a special place and relaxed for a bit. I then woke up.
The world I was in had a very odd feeling and visual structure to it. More vivid and solid than this world, and very pure in essence.
Thinking about it, I only ever see myself as human-figured in my dreams/APs, never as a dragon. I always appear similar to my physical self, but different, although I have no wings horns or tail, which I'm confused about, as I've heard others take on characteristics of, if not completely, their true selves. I do have fangs that I can extend from my mouth though.
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