AP experience
Posted: Fri Oct 14, 2016 5:33 pm
I was meditating last night and fell asleep/faded out of conciousness. I was then having fun with a companion where I could only feel and hear, but not see. His body was very warm, and I remember him saying something about caring for a child we had, or were going to have. (This might've been a memory from the past or my true self, I'm not sure) After a while, I could see and found myself in a room with Akelta, Anatel, and Bath(who was referred to as Cka). We had a discussion, and I left when Akelta announced another class was starting. I called my soulmate G, and he appeared. He was very tall, but lean, pale skin, had long black hair tied in a ponytail and long bangs (think Japanese anime samurai type) and was wearin a grey/blue/black outfit that looked like something from the ATLA series. I took his hand and we flew away to a more natural area. Before we got there, I had him stop so I could look at myself in a mirror. I looked similar to myself now, but my face was different, with my eyes were more catlike in shape, and I had this air of almost regal beauty to me. I tried to shift into my draconic self, but couldn't for some reason. We then went to a special place and relaxed for a bit. I then woke up.
The world I was in had a very odd feeling and visual structure to it. More vivid and solid than this world, and very pure in essence.
Thinking about it, I only ever see myself as human-figured in my dreams/APs, never as a dragon. I always appear similar to my physical self, but different, although I have no wings horns or tail, which I'm confused about, as I've heard others take on characteristics of, if not completely, their true selves. I do have fangs that I can extend from my mouth though.
The world I was in had a very odd feeling and visual structure to it. More vivid and solid than this world, and very pure in essence.
Thinking about it, I only ever see myself as human-figured in my dreams/APs, never as a dragon. I always appear similar to my physical self, but different, although I have no wings horns or tail, which I'm confused about, as I've heard others take on characteristics of, if not completely, their true selves. I do have fangs that I can extend from my mouth though.