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I'm about to go flutter and dance in the sand !

I am glad the carnival is back together, I think next year maybe I will be in a better headspace to tackle this.

I don't think I have had such a visceral reaction to most of any event as I have with this one. I saw the solar dancer and it was like I went on autopilot, I barely remember anything.

Being chased by those I once adored, something snaps and I howl with sadness. The demons cover their ears and retreated. She stayed and cried, in a ball in the carnival, and I could not move her.

My poor inner child is so upset that she ripped me out in the middle of the ride. I have to spend a good time calming her down.

I don't get to redo this one this year sadly.

Attempt 2

The closer we get to the end, the sicker I feel and become when attempting these meditations. My inner child cannot stand to see what has been done to a place she looks forward to every year. My inner teen tries to shield her, but it is no use. This place calls to every wounded broken part of me and...

The smell of sweaty hot and simultaneously rotting flesh yeets me out of this meditation three different times. I do not get to give Matador any clues I find or theories I have as the more I do this meditational part of the event the physically sicker I feel

I remember doing this one live in the discord , and found my journey was roughly the same . The smell of blood made me feel sick, hungry and thirsty all at once. Physically my stomach threatened to upheave it's contents.

I could barely focus due to how sick I felt.

I looked through the list and saw some that made my heart sink in not a good way, and they were confirmed through the meditation with my IT.

Jester and Doll. Eternal stasis and mechanisms. It hit way to many things close to home for me

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