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The closer we get to the end, the sicker I feel and become when attempting these meditations. My inner child cannot stand to see what has been done to a place she looks forward to every year. My inner teen tries to shield her, but it is no use. This place calls to every wounded broken part of me and...

The smell of sweaty hot and simultaneously rotting flesh yeets me out of this meditation three different times. I do not get to give Matador any clues I find or theories I have as the more I do this meditational part of the event the physically sicker I feel

I remember doing this one live in the discord , and found my journey was roughly the same . The smell of blood made me feel sick, hungry and thirsty all at once. Physically my stomach threatened to upheave it's contents.

I could barely focus due to how sick I felt.

I looked through the list and saw some that made my heart sink in not a good way, and they were confirmed through the meditation with my IT.

Jester and Doll. Eternal stasis and mechanisms. It hit way to many things close to home for me

To say that Inner Teen (IT) has sass is an understatement. “None of this can be any worse than highschool, let's go.” We follow the Doctor because we have no choice but IT isn't very happy about this. “I already am a Monster, but alright here we go.” IT says, as she jumps in. I laugh, as her transfo...

<t>I'm not having a fucking good day so far. So Nightmare shit is the lease of my concerns. Things made of flesh and melting is just another day to me today. I'm ready to fight and rip somethings fucking face off at this rate. <br/> <br/> My inner teen is home here, and I explore nowhere in particul...

I sit down to do this last meditation/game. Pouting really as it's the last thing to do before the nightmare meditations. I sit in the graveyard and prepare to meet the dead clown, terrified honestly cuz I have a fear of them. I wait for a while, but when no zombie shows it's then that I let my curi...

I decided to share skittles and nerds clusters with my companions, as they were very Carnival themed. Y loved the purple ones, especially because I hate artificial grape and my reaction was and I quote "Adorable beyond compare" R , my solar Dancer , enjoys nerds but I do not think he enjoy...

I looked at my husband, as I was scared I wouldn't come back. He was managing the ride when I came up to it. He told me nothing would happen to me. I believe him, I am friends with my darkness, working on it learning her and her ways. So when I got into the black and purple Victorian cart I didn't q...

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