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The Nightmare Carnivale has been quite surreal! I forgot to write about the acrobatic duo & Siiow becoming infected. My responses are primal, I don't feel mercy or even compassion. Just straightforward practicality and I know I'm willing to destroy them if it comes down to me or them. There is a...

I arrive at the Nightmare Carnivale right away. It is so familiar now and I seem to know my way around. Matador greets me in his tent and I see his orb & wonder what's next. Another Madam Orna request... I can see everything as it unfolds, the Brain Breaker ride, the bodies strewn in varying sta...

I do the meditation twice. And still have struggles "sinking in". The second time, I realize this might be because the Nightmare Carnivale has really superimposed itself on my life. I'm already sunk in. There's nowhere further to go, I am there. I give a repeat mantra to Matador: " wh...

Once again, I tell Matador I don't want to do this. I say, "you go on the flesh wheel if you want to know about it". He is unaffected and stands resolute. He knows it is me who will proceed. I sense his vast and deep understanding of not only me but so much else. My feet take me forward. E...

I was so surprised it was Madame Orna to greet me. I was looking for Matador, I'm unsure why. I didn't look at any essences prior to doing the meditation, albeit I've done the Càrnivale Démoniaque enough that subconsciously I pulled the data forward (assuming the essences are same from the Démoniaqu...

The carnivale is so familiar, yet the creatures and the appearance of the grounds are decidedly different. I experience very little fear as the creatures begin to notice me. I'm realizing I feel disconnected and not fully here. Dr. Penacktra beckons and I follow him. We enter the tent and I see the ...

I had nearly forgotten part of my earlier journey here. One of the scenes from my past was a monstrous child playing with a corpse and as I honed in, I saw she was sitting in a field of corpses and munching happily. At first, she seemed grotesque. However, I peered more closely and saw her innocence...

I'm very excited about this weird twist of events! I see alot of blood everywhere and I see fire and I smell acrid scorched things. Plant and animal... The area is very dark and chaotic, with different areas lit eerily by the fires. These energies rise and heave themselves up. I can see them, like t...

It was a real struggle to guess what took over the Càrnivale. Partly because the guessing game was almost timed-out when I woke up today & found myself hurrying with a minute to spare lol. I wrote down Underworld as the responsible group/realm. My thoughts kept going to Mutilation & Crypt an...

My guess: the Nightmare Carnivale rose up from the Underworld and we ge to see half dead stuff and dying things.

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