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by awesomesauce12
Mon Apr 03, 2017 9:42 am
Forum: Starting out on the LHP and the Dark Spiritual Paths
Topic: Is leviathan a good father figure
Replies: 14
Views: 8544

Re: Is leviathan a good father figure

You want me to be honest? I...have looked for an easy way out. Thing is, I never knew what I was looking for. Now I do. This "void" was created because I lack love. Hearing the words "I love you" from my parents's feels like a big slap in the face. I just want someone to say &quo...
by awesomesauce12
Mon Apr 03, 2017 9:12 am
Forum: Starting out on the LHP and the Dark Spiritual Paths
Topic: Is leviathan a good father figure
Replies: 14
Views: 8544

Re: Is leviathan a good father figure

*shows the wheel of fortune reversed as my card* This card represents external evil forces, among other things. I have some control over my willingness to change (13th major arcana). Thing is, it's kind of like a "carrot on a stick" scenario, and I'm the rabbit. I know that their bad for m...
by awesomesauce12
Mon Apr 03, 2017 8:26 am
Forum: Starting out on the LHP and the Dark Spiritual Paths
Topic: Is leviathan a good father figure
Replies: 14
Views: 8544

Re: Is leviathan a good father figure

The only reason I am telling you this now, is because like I said in the first post, was because...I didn't want to believe my mom....

Which by the way, you wouldn't have to ask me the question, if you read the first post and not skimmed it.
by awesomesauce12
Mon Apr 03, 2017 8:21 am
Forum: Starting out on the LHP and the Dark Spiritual Paths
Topic: Is leviathan a good father figure
Replies: 14
Views: 8544

Re: Is leviathan a good father figure

In fact my mom was recommended to someone when I was 14-16, by a doctor, and my psychiatric doctor, and she never set it up. She just let it dissappear into the void
by awesomesauce12
Mon Apr 03, 2017 8:15 am
Forum: Starting out on the LHP and the Dark Spiritual Paths
Topic: Is leviathan a good father figure
Replies: 14
Views: 8544

Re: Is leviathan a good father figure

Yes, in fact that's what I asked my mom and my aunt about, and what I meant when my mom thought it was because I was lazy, and whatnot. I even told her beforehand that I was having trouble letting go.
by awesomesauce12
Mon Apr 03, 2017 6:10 am
Forum: Starting out on the LHP and the Dark Spiritual Paths
Topic: Is leviathan a good father figure
Replies: 14
Views: 8544

Is leviathan a good father figure

Look...I haven't been honest with you guys...I did get help, or...I tried to. Way before I came here. Literally. But...my mom blamed it on me being "lazy" or that I'm "thinking too much" also, she...wasn't as good as I let on. There were times where I would pitch an autistic fit,...

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