Reaching out to a dark lord/lady Vs them reaching out to you?
Posted: Sat Aug 01, 2020 12:36 pm
This is something I have been very curious about. Recently, I have been using the tool by S&S to awaken and explore my inner black flame ((Which has been a magnificent tool by the way)). The second time I used the tool, I was visited. I was not immediately sure what is was that visited me,it did not say a word,but at upside down on my ceiling in the corner of my living room indian style and was..studying me. I greeted him but he never said a word, it was more along the lines of they wanted to see who or what it was ebbing into that current of energy? Kind of like i energetically rang someone's doorbell and they answered the door.
I continued using this tool and still use it. I studied my feelings about the encounter,what i seen,what i felt,i asked around here and thumbed through some of my books as well as the encyclopedia and I do believe it to have been Azazel. While it may seem like common sense,as it was his magikal, i am always extremely careful before I just deem yes this is who this is.
I was visited once again by him last night,I can only describe feeling..vibrations. My entire body on the inside was vibrating, kind of as if my insides were hollow and sounds were echoing inside of me all over? He told me that I was not ready. Not in words, but I could..feel his message,it was quite clear. It felt like.. he would work with me eventually but that I am not yet able to move forward with his guidance specifically. The thing is, I have not formally reached out to him to ask anything of him as of yet..though I did listen to his enn once between my sessions because I had planned to ask for guidance to move forward.
Lord Mammon,on the other hand, has repeatedly reached out to me. I have let him know about insecurities I have about working with him, yet he seems overly excited for me to work with him, it feels like he has some sort of gift for me.
For anyone who works with the Dark Lords and Ladies regularly, how does the dynamic change when they approach you and want to guide/impart something on you without you having ever reached out to them, versus when you reach out to them asking for guidance/ assistance?
In this scenario I can..for lack of better words, "Feel" Lord Mammon saying to me "You are ready! Are you ready?" It feels very sarcastic like he is telling me i am at a place energetically that i am ready to recieve his teachings,but at the same time he seems to be asking if I feel I am ready to recieve these teaches. It makes me laugh a little because internally I hear Lord Mammon's voice with the tone and mannerisms of Mark Hamill's Joker voice.
I'm just skeptical of the difference in experiences you all have had when a guide comes to you as opposed of you seeking them. Again, i am overly careful lol
I continued using this tool and still use it. I studied my feelings about the encounter,what i seen,what i felt,i asked around here and thumbed through some of my books as well as the encyclopedia and I do believe it to have been Azazel. While it may seem like common sense,as it was his magikal, i am always extremely careful before I just deem yes this is who this is.
I was visited once again by him last night,I can only describe feeling..vibrations. My entire body on the inside was vibrating, kind of as if my insides were hollow and sounds were echoing inside of me all over? He told me that I was not ready. Not in words, but I could..feel his message,it was quite clear. It felt like.. he would work with me eventually but that I am not yet able to move forward with his guidance specifically. The thing is, I have not formally reached out to him to ask anything of him as of yet..though I did listen to his enn once between my sessions because I had planned to ask for guidance to move forward.
Lord Mammon,on the other hand, has repeatedly reached out to me. I have let him know about insecurities I have about working with him, yet he seems overly excited for me to work with him, it feels like he has some sort of gift for me.
For anyone who works with the Dark Lords and Ladies regularly, how does the dynamic change when they approach you and want to guide/impart something on you without you having ever reached out to them, versus when you reach out to them asking for guidance/ assistance?
In this scenario I can..for lack of better words, "Feel" Lord Mammon saying to me "You are ready! Are you ready?" It feels very sarcastic like he is telling me i am at a place energetically that i am ready to recieve his teachings,but at the same time he seems to be asking if I feel I am ready to recieve these teaches. It makes me laugh a little because internally I hear Lord Mammon's voice with the tone and mannerisms of Mark Hamill's Joker voice.
I'm just skeptical of the difference in experiences you all have had when a guide comes to you as opposed of you seeking them. Again, i am overly careful lol