I think I am the same. I believe I have D.E. (through past life) but I can't seem to call upon it as easy as white light. how do you connect to it or just dark energies in general?Nefer wrote:Indeed. I acknowledge both sides. My persona is of both light and dark ^^ it is just my energy that I use in workings (healings and castings) that is dark. I do not consciously pull from my D.E, it just happens. So I think if I consciously pull from the L.E that should do the trick.Amaranthlovecharm wrote:Awwww, but you showing that you are willing to work with white energy and white arts makes you less polarized xD no worries! Hehe
Every time I think of the divine darkness, I see a large pulsing violet crystal. Today I tried to connect to it and felt my heart pounding *-* not sure if that is supposed to happen... It was uncomfortable but it did make me feel aware that I am alive xD it may be because I encountered another curious entity there that my heart sped up... I will try to connect again ^^