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When i was younger. A bit stupid and did not understand a lot of things. I thought of the world in black and white. Demons were evil. Good always triumphed and people were honest. Since those days i have learned a thing or two. However. There are some things i regret to this day.
In my very early twenties i was contacted by some friends of mine...and i use the word friend in the loosest possible sence. They had been dabling and conjured up a succubus. As they were compleatly unprepared to work with her. They contacted me and told me they were under attack. Of course i rushed in with guns ablazing so to speak. And bound her. In the binding process, i took from her some of her energy.
Once she was bound. I took her vessel and threw it into a river.
Jump forward two years and she managed to get free.
This is something i feel deep shame for. I knew not the situation and just went in to clean up. No one is to blame but me. It was i who did this miss deed. I have hopefully started to repair the damage that was done. And will do most anything to fix this. Short of harming anything that is. Although i dont believe she would ask that.
So to you Adelphia...not to be confused with out essteemed hostess,.. i say im sorry. And hopefully things can be made right.

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Wed Feb 06, 2013 9:39 am
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Are you in contact with her now? Maybe make some offerings, apologize and send some positive energy to her.

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"Yes, there were times, I'm sure you knew
When I bit off more than I could chew
But through it all when there was doubt
I ate it up and spit it out
I faced it all and I stood tall
And did it my way

I've loved, I've laughed and cried
I've had my fails, my share of losing
And now as tears subside
I find it all so amusing
To think I did all that
And may I say, not in a shy way
No, oh no not me,
I did it my way" - Elvis


Wed Feb 06, 2013 9:47 am
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I have returned that which was stolen. And will give to her some of my own energy if she will accept it. I will be working wither for a bit if she agrees to it to give that energy to her.

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Wed Feb 06, 2013 9:53 am
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Have begun giving her energy and offered her my protection should the need arise. She is rather sweet. Only taking what is needed even though i offered a great deal more. Hope to continue and maybe build a trust between us. She has forgiven me and i not only feel better emotionaly but energeticaly as well.

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Thu Feb 07, 2013 3:12 am
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Great suggestions...and yes, yes i do.

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Thu Feb 07, 2013 4:08 am
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Good for you, DarkLordMidnight! It takes a lot of courage to admit hurting someone and then to take steps to make it right.

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Your actions will go a long way toward healing you both. I'm glad she forgave you and you are building a relationship with her. I'm so happy for you!


Thu Feb 07, 2013 5:22 am
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darklordmidnight wrote:
Have begun giving her energy and offered her my protection should the need arise. She is rather sweet. Only taking what is needed even though i offered a great deal more. Hope to continue and maybe build a trust between us. She has forgiven me and i not only feel better emotionaly but energeticaly as well.


Great job! :devilthumbs:

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"Yes, there were times, I'm sure you knew
When I bit off more than I could chew
But through it all when there was doubt
I ate it up and spit it out
I faced it all and I stood tall
And did it my way

I've loved, I've laughed and cried
I've had my fails, my share of losing
And now as tears subside
I find it all so amusing
To think I did all that
And may I say, not in a shy way
No, oh no not me,
I did it my way" - Elvis


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It takes courage to admit a mistake and to take actions to correct it. Mistakes are part of life and they happen.... It is learning from those mistakes that is important.

I also applaude your bravery and your desire to do the right thing :devilclap: :devilclap:

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