So I decided a few weeks ago to use this spelled candle for the first time to address this matter. I decided that the thing I wanted gone is my doubts regarding my power to manifest with any means available that cause a mismatch of vibrations between me and my goals and don't let me actually receive what I've asked for. I picked "complete, total and unshakable belief and faith that my desire is manifesting" as the result I wanted. I chose to use the square of the sun to do this spell, the thought behind this being that the sun as a celestial force is one that forces you to become closer to what your true self is, even violently burning away pieces you though were part of the real you but aren't if it's needed, so I thought it would be the best choice to use in this spell because I truly needed to finally deal with this matter, even if things had to turn ugly at first before the desired effect could manifest.
What I expected the result would be: I expected to see e decrease in my thoughts of doubt and part of my negative feelings that came inexplicably and I couldn't shake away, to turn from negative to neutral so that I can deal with them more easily. This was honestly the best case scenario of how this spell could manifest.
What happened: Through a series of synchronistic events that I didn't recognize as such in the beginning and which I won't mention in detail because they're personal, I ended up realizing EXACTLY how results have been manifesting through the different methods I've used (spellwork, working with bound spirits, working with immortals, sigils, meditation etc). I hadn't realized how consistently everything had manifested, because I had a fixed idea of how things will look like when said spell/working etc took effect and when it manifested in a different way, I honestly couldn't see it. When I realized this, I realized that 1) ALL my workings have produced strong results 2) The results were way beyond my expectations, but I hadn't recognized them as results because I was looking for something completely different, so I kept thinking the spell hadn't worked, when it actually HAD worked through a different path that had brought an even bigger manifestation that I could have hoped for. I just had not been able to connect each result to the working that brought it forth at all, and this made me totally miss, believe it or not, at least a whole year of almost 100% success in magical workings! This rocked my world, because once I saw this, I couldn't believe how the heck I missed something this huge!!!
So I have solved the lack of faith in my rituals once and for all because I now don't need to build my faith before a ritual, I KNOW it will work and I have a huge series of totally successful rituals to prove it to myself! The second benefit was that now that I know that my rituals work and can connect the result to the ritual that created it, I know exactly how to fine-tune the next ritual to get a more specific result. This creates even more consistent results for me. The third benefit from this was that the mere realization that my magic truly works was that everything suddenly went a few levels up. It looks like the realization itself made everything work more powerfully and way faster than before, to the point that it's sometimes almost spooky how quickly things manifest.
So, to sum it up, I tried the simple ritual with the manifestation candle without expecting much cause I wasn't able to solve this issue after years of trying a million other things and I got results that literally changed my life!!! And yeah, of course I couldn't see at first that this was the effect of this spell, until I started writing down every ritual I had done over the past few months and the results it had produced, now that I could actually see them and connect the dots, and I got to this one and my jaw dropped, because I realized this was the only thing I'd done towards this goal in a long while and all this happened as a result of it!
I want to thank Mammon and the Sun for creating this change for me, I can honestly say this is the best gift anyone could give me! And I want to thank Akelta for offering this spell in the store because it truly changed my life forever
