Carnivale Event Listing - Dark Mirror Room Initiation

[guesswho]

Dark Mirror Room Initiation excerpts from the working:

The dark and light become one, and in unity you emerge from the darkness.

“There is beautiful darkness that resides in guesswho. It is balanced and it is pure. The darkness that is within her has the power to inspire and lift others. It has the power to raise the energies and align completely with the essence of dark divinity. Her heart is connected to the darkness and she understands it, at her core there is deep beauty and there is deep understanding of this darkness.”

Messages from the Mirror

We peer into the darkness and receive from the mirror, messages. They are messages that are meant for you and they will help you navigate this darkness and guide you through the shadows of not just your own mind, but also the world around you.

We peered into the Mirror and these were the messages that were received.

“The power in guesswho has been so misunderstood. It has been seen as something that it is not. Her darkness is beautiful and it is healing. She has a warm heart and she can reach those in the darkest and most desperate places, she has been there herself, that is why she can. She knows these energies and these places and she can help those who are greatly in need. She doesn’t even know how much her energies have helped to heal those around her. The warm black of dark divinity runs through her and it lifts her up.

***When I read this the first few times, I couldn’t find an example to illustrate the “She doesn’t even know how much her energies have helped to heal those around her” part. This time, I can see one. Because the individual has since passed, I guess I can see why I would not have thought about it as an example. It is one of those things you think about in hind-sight. I was a live-in care giver to a senior back in 2011. They were only allowed back in their home because I was going to be there. They were not expected to get better. They were to go in a retirement home as soon as the arrangements could be made. This senior, unbeknownst to anyone in the family due to ignorance of such matters, was an energy vampire. I lasted 10 months spending 24/7 pretty much with this individual (for $200 a month, thank you). My health deteriorated while theirs improved so much that by the time I metaphorically ran screaming from their residence in early 2012, there was no more talk of a retirement home or of my returning or another poor unfortunate soul taking on my role. And so they stayed there until 2016. A few years prior, one of the senior’s grandchildren tried staying in a similar capacity, they lasted less than a month. Lesson learned from that situation. But I imagine that there are other instances that neither myself nor the person my energies have helped are aware of.***

Remembering her power and realizing just how much she touches the lives of others, the simplest words can move mountains and guesswho has a way with words. They are powerful and when they come from her soul she can captivate and lift others up. She understands the true essence of darkness and she can see what is behind the actions. She can see the truth of a situation and she can above all see the greater truth of situations. These are powerful gifts. They are also gifts that people do not like because they cannot hide their deception. Guesswho can see through it. This has left people uneasy and they have almost shunned her at times for this. But that is on them, not on her. Guesswho’s powers force people to be better, some people do not like that, but people need to be challenged to be better.

*** This has been difficult in being the only person that can see what a Narcissist is doing. After a year (its being going on for nearly 10) I just stopped even bothering to call them out because it made me look like I was the crazy one because people would just blithely accept whatever bullsh*t poured out of their mouth. Infuriating, really, to watch them get away with it time and time again. So, yeah, not really feeling the power of this power. Hoping that work with some of my companions can help with this.***

There is also wisdom in guesswho’s darkness. There are warm strands of wisdom that come from the many times in the past she has shifted to the crone phase. She has commanded and inspired those around her with her deep understanding and her abilities to navigate and understand the darkness. There is a wise sage within her that can heal and guide and help those who walk through the darkness to remember their own power. She reaches them with a kind heart and with a powerful soul. Her darkness cuts through the pain and can bring about powerful healing in those she touches.”

The Darkness that Peers Back

This is your creature, the creature that peers back from the darkness. Once the energies are infused we will see a reflection. As we infuse your energies into the mirror we will see images and impressions of the creature that stares back at us. We will share with you these images and impressions as well as reveal to you any messages that it revealed or anything that was relevant to the working.

Within the mirror the monster stared back at us . . .

“The Creature that looked back was a being wrapped in cloaks and veils. She was working with the energies and she was moving them through her fingers. She is empowered with her skills and abilities and she understands the currents and the flows. She sings with a haunting voice that opens up various portals and dimensions. She can move through the layers and she can gain access to many of the dark realms. This helps her to find those who are lost and allows her to help them reclaim what they have lost.

She commands the energies and she is looked upon as a wise woman and sage. She has vast knowledge of herbs and healing potions and she understands the healing cycles of plants and the earth around her. She sings to the beings in the darkness and keeps them at bay. She can lull the dark ones to sleep and keep them in eternal slumber. She walked a sharp edge with them, but she knows this game and she knows how to keep those around her safe. It is the duty that she has chosen and these actions have made her part monster as to understand the monsters you yourself must be part monster. She does not abuse it though, her wisdom and her heart keep her balanced and allow her to do this.

***Now I know why I was so enthralled by the American Horror Story: Freakshow version of the song Gods and Monsters, and prone to juxtaposing the lyrics to say “In the land of Gods and Angels, I was a Monster.”***

The message for guesswho is to know her brilliance and her power. There is such depth and history within her and there is such ability. She has such balance in her heart and her heart is so powerful. Know her power and let herself feel it and work with it. Let is rise and let it awaken within her. Always remember to stay balanced, but let it come forth and let it rise. She continues singing, her voice haunting and beautiful.”

***Let herself feel it and work with it . . . that’s the hard part. It may take a while to get there. It’s already taken so long to get to this point.***

[Kore Serpens]

This is such a lovely reading, guesswho. I LOVE the monster part! That is so cool

And this ...

The darkness that is within her has the power to inspire and lift others.

This is so beautiful; I have sensed this in you - one of the reasons why I always enjoy your presence and missed you when you went away.

[guesswho]

Thank you, Cor Serpentis! For taking the time to read my testimonial and for your kind words! I've missed being here. I was between jobs from 2012 to 2014 so I had time and energy to be more active. Once my job contract got renewed in early 2015, I found I didn't have the energy reserves to do much more than lurk. These events have helped get me back involved in the forum.

[Hella]

This an exquisite reading! It was magickal for me to read (pun intended) I hope it greatly helps you on your path