Satan and Suns

If it weren't for just a handful of experiences, all of them lasting no more than ten seconds, I wouldn't be here. The doubt would drive me away. I have used magic in the past for "mundane" reasons, and it never occurred to me to consider it a "grand" thing. Simple spells to obtain simple objectives. I never really thought of it as LHP at all.

I knew my christian neighbors would be horrified to learn I was taking ritual baths, using candles and incense, going to Safeway to buy ingredients for... "spells"... And using the bible in these infernal rites. But then, they would have been horrified to learn that there were ghosts in my house and that didn't bother me at all. They (the ghosts) usually were content with some, "Hi! I'm here! Just to let you know." kinda stuff, and then leave it at that.

My take on it was, "If they aren't drinking my beer, eating my food or turning up the thermostat, live and let live, sorta."

My need to take all of this to another level was not sudden, but I did need to look more deeply into myself, MUCH more deeply, it was then that I learned I did not HAVE TO take this path alone, no mentors, no fellow spirits, no guides, no...friends.

Besides that, the people here are REALLY cool!

HurricanesGirl20 wrote: ↑

Tue May 22, 2018 4:44 am

Coming from a strictly RHP experience where spirit communication was very feared has given me interesting perspectives on things now that I'm on the LHP. Does anyone else ever find themselves questioning their sanity when communicating with your DCs, the Dark Lords, etc? I feel like one minute I'm having good conversation and the next I'm thinking "Am I insane? What if I'm talking to nobody?" It's not an all the time thing, but I just had to put this out there.

Its normal because ordinary ppl find spiritual world unreal and only fantasy in somebodys head. So we r educated in that way from early childhood. I also feel like that sometimes. But you can see the difference between being capable to communicate with spirit world and being just crazy. Really crazy person behaves differently in many other situations, he is unable to communicate normally with other people, he is disorganized and feels/expresses nothing but big stress. Also if he is obsessed with something he cant force himself to stop talking about this in front of literary every person he meets, for hours and hours and hours... Talk of mad men is oftenly mixed and he seems confused and disorganized in his conversations, his rythm of speech is also changed, his voice, face expression blah blah...
Im sure you dont have these symptoms, so you r not crazy, you just have nice gift to talk with spirit world at which ordinary ppl can only be jealous or jealous and eager to practice the same. Keep ur head up.

Of course we’re all crazy. Hahahaha

Yeah I feel like I’m talking to the walls all the time.

I used to sometimes, but I felt more insane before I started communicating...lol!

Obsidian Goddess wrote: ↑

Fri Dec 28, 2018 6:59 am

I used to sometimes, but I felt more insane before I started communicating...lol!

I dont really feel insane, because i m always questioning myself is it real communication or only my monologue with inner feelings/emotions involved. Also, i know i didnt develop spiritual senses so i think it might be the reason of my scepticism. Some people here say they see/hear spiritual beings/world, and they are completely health, its obvious.
I feel sad and depressed when i start to think its not real. Only this.