yuurae wrote: ↑Thu Jul 23, 2020 9:08 am
Hopefully this is posted in the right place but, last night, I was laying down to sleep (everything was fine previously so I didn’t feel weird before bed)
But as soon as I laid down - turned off lights etc I started to feel abit weird after and I knew there was obviously a spirit near me, it felt like a heavy shadow over me (I get that sometimes but can never tell what it is when it happens bc it feels different sometimes - like some entities give off that for me but some don't) - then it started to try and make me ‘aroused’ as it were and I was telling it no, but it wouldn’t listen, my whole body started to feel weird and I felt like after effects of being drunk (haven’t had alcohol for awhile so I wasn’t drunk but been that way before) - so room felt like it was spinning (like opened my eyes and could see the room moving slightly) had a pressure on my head slightly and felt like I was going to throw up - and I moved slightly away from whatever it was - like turned my back to it and moved over to the other side of the bed, but whenever I moved or faced to where it was (as I was trying to ignore it/ground myself - trying to visualise anything I could that could possibly 'stop it' - been trying to visualise sort of 'black fire' - shield myself etc, and calm myself down, but also get comfortable and try to sleep bc it was like 3 or 4 am, but it didn't rly work that well and they continued), I’d get that dizzy feeling again/or rather feel that the room was spinning, I have no idea who it was - heard some voices like 'sorry' and whatever but didn’t make any sense at all and could barely hear most of it, is this normal bc never had this before? does anyone know what kind of spirit would do this and why? like I’ve been harassed by malicious and negative spirits before but never had this - with feeling dizzy/room spinning - like that's new, so idk, also my body kept tingling in places and everything but like almost the pins and needles kind of feeling I guess?? and my root/sacral & solar plexus were affected mostly (and my throat) or felt kind of pain or ‘feelings’ there kind of thing, - idk what it was tho, but anyone know what this might be or what it might mean? or has anyone experienced something like this before so possibly could get an idea of what kind of entity it was?, any insight would be much appreciated, tyy
So first off, it's really hard to classify a spirit or entity without connecting with them directly to examine their energy, and anything we may say is only a shot in the dark as to what they could be.
Like Guache said, it could very well be how your body is interpreting their energies. When energies mix, weird things happen sometimes. It's important to pay attention to how you feel while in their presence. But if you feel threatened, look into banishing this entity, especially if this persists and it still doesn't respect your boundary of saying no. Next time this happens, clearly tell them that you do not like how their energy is affecting you and it is unwelcome.
If you want to continue to see what and who exactly they are, cast a circle around you and invite them to stand outside of it to have an interview and use whatever means of divination/communication that you're comfortable with. Ask the questions that'll help you to uncover who they are and see why they're around. If red flags come up, banish them then heavily ward your space against them. I only mention this because you mentioned that you heard sorry and other ramblings which could mean that at this point your energies just aren't compatible or that you need to attune yourself to their energy in the long run. They may even become a companion at some point and they're visiting now to make their presence known. Some red flags to look for include: answers to questions that don't line up or contradict themselves, the entity saying that they're the only one that can help you, anything that is manipulative, etc. Listen to your instincts and intuition.
But I will also say, don't let them stick around if you feel drained, scared, fear, or any other typically negative emotions from them. They could very well be a trickster looking for a meal. This is also the perfect time to reexamine your shields, wards, and to even design a banishing ritual that works for you and that can easily and effectively be done quickly when needed.
I hope everything is going well for you today and keep us updated so we can try and help you out a little more if we can.