I freaking LOVE Inner crypt demons so much.
I love outer crypt demons too.

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I'd say all the 'evil' taboos they're into *evil grin*
Yes, I realize that. And I unconditionally love them and accept them anyway. I extend this love and acceptance to all beings.ysabeau wrote: ↑Mon Sep 09, 2024 3:24 pmCW/TW: Don't read this if you have trigger warnings. You've been warned.
So let me understand this better. You love them because they love the taboos?
You realize that Inner Core Crypt idolize and love rape of the mind, body, and soul? That they relish in the murder and the unconsentual slavery... and so many things that aren't even able to be spoken of. Such as literally putting their own children through slavery, rape, and everything abhorrent that can be done to children.
This is what you love about them? They aren't a cute, misunderstood race of demons. There is a reason that we do not conjure from there. There is a reason that we don't give information on contacting them or working with them. Because they have no sense of morals or anything. They would happily rip people apart to study them and break their minds and their bodies. They enjoy the rape of others in many ways that it can be done.
That's really all I'll say.
We don't teach about them because they are abhorrent.
They don't actually care about trigger warnings or the safety of others. They want others to suffer, anyone, "friend" (they don't have friends just those who are useful) or enemy. They don't want anyone safe or happy. Any love to them is repulsive and sickening. They will torture enemies, "friends", those who are weaker then them. Those who are more powerful then they are they won't because power dymanic, but there are no friends amongst inner crypt demons, they see friendship and love as a weakness.Quizzical wrote: ↑Mon Sep 09, 2024 4:11 pmYes, I realize that. And I unconditionally love them and accept them anyway. I extend this love and acceptance to all beings.
Yes, Trigger Warning TW. Content Warning. Please do not read if these things upset you. I care about you all and want to keep you safe and happy.
In the Inner Spiritual World this is debated, to truly understand the Outer Spiritual World you have to move beyond our world and see the vast complexities that exist out there. Evil is an aspect that very much exists in the Outer Spiritual World and it is very much revered and embraced by the Inner Crypt Demons.Quizzical wrote: ↑Mon Sep 09, 2024 4:11 pmIt doesn't matter to me if others view them as abhorrent. Information should be available to all and not gatekeeped by the few. I am a hacker and believe all information should be available uncensored and freely available for all to learn.
That being said, while I respect your opinion that they are abhorrent, I still wish to learn about them and connect with them and their realm. As it is part of my path and needed for me to grow in my path.
While I respect your view on evil, I do not believe evil really exists in the sense, and that it is only a matter of perspective. Basically 'evil' is in the eye of the beholder.
So I am a mother, and when I was a child one of my oma's friends son was a Pedophile, we didn't know at the time, this person goes oversees regularity and luckily for them we don't see them anymore, now as adults, my brother and I, if we saw this person again well, It would not be nice for them. I have no tolerance for these behaviours. If anyone hurt my children I would destroy them. Unapologetic destroy them and the creativity of my dark and sinister imagination would know no bounds in breaking them and making them suffer. If anyone hurt a child around me, I would become very dangerous. That is my darkness, and it is a darkness that I am very aquianted with and unapologetic about.Quizzical wrote: ↑Mon Sep 09, 2024 4:11 pmI have studied and continue to study all taboos with an open mind to understand them and help people live with dignity and within the law.
What one calls evil, another calls love.
For instance, a sadist inflicting pain on someone they care about sees themself showing someone they care about love. That is their way of showing them love.
Rapists gain satisfaction and gratification from raping people. They love and enjoy doing it.
Pedophiles literally call themselves 'child lovers'. The root of the word pedo means child, and the root of the word philia means love. But yes it is considered a mental disorder and fetish as the word philia has the fetish connotation to an attraction and sexual orientation that is a fetish and mental disorder and philia which is a fetish attraction.
The Inner Crypt Demons are not misunderstood they choose their life and they embrace evil, unapologetically. They believe those who embrace love are weak, unable to see the power that evil offers. It is how they are. Inner Crypt demons are unapologetically malevolent by your definition.Quizzical wrote: ↑Mon Sep 09, 2024 4:11 pmThe humane thing for them would be treatment, learning to live with dignity, self-love and within the law.
This just shows that there are many perspectives on good and evil and many perspectives on love.
I refuse to believe that it is black and white or that only one perspective on love exists.
I think that there are only benevolent and malevolent beings.
I see core crypt also known as inner crypt demons as antagonistic, malevolent, yet misunderstood.
I really think you need to find a qualified therapist. One who specializes in extreme childhood trauma, what you describe here explains a lot of what I am seeing in your posts on an energetic level and I really think you need to find a therapist. It would help you so much.Quizzical wrote: ↑Mon Sep 09, 2024 4:11 pmI remember when I was little my father laid on me and put all his 350 lbs on me, nearly crushing my tiny body on the hard tile floor... I couldn't breathe...could barely breathe. I felt I was going to die. I was six years old I believe. It was terrifying yet gave me a survival fight or flight adrenaline rush. Or how another student tried to murder me via asphixiation aka choking me out in class when the teacher left for a moment. I explained this to my sadist friend and he enjoyed me explaining my suffering, he got great enjoyment from hearing of my suffering and struggles. Oddly, it felt like a one-sided trauma bonding and oddly helped me cope with this trauma. I feel like the right inner crypt demon and or outer crypt demon could provide similar unconventional comfort. Similar to trauma bonding. Yet I still love that friend so much. I would defend him with my life.
I was tormented, neglected and abused all my life, so I can relate with the outer crypt demons.
Yet, I can also relate with the core crypt demons too. I wish I could legally torment and torture my enemies without end.![]()
I am full of love, yet also sinister like the core crypt demons; I lash out, I seek vengance, torment my enemies if need be, and respect taboos. There is much duality in me, as in many things.
Again I think therapy would be very helpful. There is being truly dark and there is being traumatized from childhood and life abuse and they are two different things, only by healing the trauma within you will you know the difference and embrace your true darkness. There is existing in darknes, and there is being drawn to it because you feel rejected and unwelcome in society, drawn to taboos and social abnormalities not because you truly are called to them, but because they make you feel accepted in a way. You wish to shine light on them because if you do then maybe you will shine light on yourself and be accepted, but that only tarnishes what was always meant to stay in darkness. The only way to uncover the difference and to truly know the subtle complexities of darkness is to go to therapy and heal the trauma that is within you. you have a very love and light mindset for someone who seems to be drawn to the darkness. You want all information to be illuminated when in the Darkness we hide and conceal in shadows, that is our way, and not everything should be exposed to the light, it changes it and cheepens it, removing the deep meaning and the beautiful sublime complexities that can only be seen in darkness, concealed and immersed in shadow and mystery.Quizzical wrote: ↑Mon Sep 09, 2024 4:11 pmFuck society, I want it to burn down to the ground!![]()
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My mind has been raped before by adversarial aspd individuals, yet I am drawn to aspd individuals and all things 'evil' and taboo.
Its so fascinating!
I guess the core crypt would be similar to the dark web, as I research it with tools such as dark.fail, and my friends also tell me what its like. I keep away from illegal shit but nothing really phases me.
I am not larping here, but I would be thrilled to be a unknown core crypt lord in my next life.
Protecting my people and tormenting everyone else and getting drunk off indulgence of taboos sounds fun for my next life.![]()