Bluemoonrabbit wrote: ↑Thu Sep 12, 2024 1:54 pm
Quizzical wrote: ↑Mon Sep 09, 2024 8:47 pm
The SNS coven doesn't want to share more details about the inner crypt demons because they view them as abhorrent. I still would like to learn about them as much as I can.
I guess I'll have to learn how to go there myself.
I'm not fully sure why you would even want to go into a den of literal evil? Like, why would you want to be friends with r*pists and m*rderers? The Inner Crypt Demons would not and will not be nice to you. They do not like outsiders, let alone their own species? They will NEVER accept you. They would keep you as a slave and torment you. IF you were not just destroyed completely as soon as one finds you.
Aprophis is right, you are just putting yourself and everyone around you in danger for a very selfish and misguided reasoning. Please respect what the coven has told you, they are not friendly demons. They are not misunderstood monsters mislabeled by "society". They enjoy being as they are, and will not welcome you. People are telling you this for a reason, that's all they are. Abhorrent, as the coven as specifically told you.
They. Will. Not. Be. Your. Friends.
You've been educated on the Inner Crypt on numerous threads. I'm not sure what else there is to tell you besides they will still not be your friends. They will not like you. They don't want you. They are not going to accept you as their super special friend who they won't hurt ever.
I wish you luck on your "learning" about the Inner Crypt.
First off, I'd like to highlight that it takes time, effort and multiple posts to truly learn about something.
It takes time and many questions to slowly learn about something.
I don't really see the point of the veiled hostility from the coven and others.
I don't appreciate multiple people telling me off (they have told you in multiple posts, etc.) and treating me like I'm some idiot. Do not treat me like a child. Do not treat me like an idiot. I am setting boundaries. And that goes for everyone that interacts with me. If you don't want to respect my boundaries I guess that's fine, I won't give a fuck. But I will push back against it and I'll call you out on it. I will call out toxic behaviors.
Anyway..
I have special reasons for interacting with specific core crypt demons.
I don't love core crypt demons.
I'm not looking to be their friends.
I'm not looking for them to accept me.
I'm not looking for them to love me.
I only care to work with specific core crypt demons that are of my kind. I only care about my kind. I may define what 'my kind' means in the future. Other than that I don't give a flying fuck about other core crypt demons. The rest of core crypt demons can fuck off. If they try to threaten me or harm me, I am willing to harm them back with dousing rods and other torture methods in self-defense. But I probably wont need to because I would have many demon companions who will defend me if neccesary. I am curious to see all the evil, depravity, taboos, vileness, torture, etc. I want to understand it on a deep and profound level. I already understand pain and trauma on a pretty deep level, I want to understand it further.
I will attempt to develop a cordial respectful relationship with Lord Svengali and gain connections in the crypt.
I will show love to outer crypt demons. I only show love to humans and demons and other spirits that are of my kind.. With the exception of core crypt demons as love is abhorrent to them, I will instead show them respect. I will show Lord Svengali respect.
I inquire about things and am told off and punished for doing so.
At first I just felt it was them educating me about it, but due to your response there seems more like its a group effort of 'telling me off'.
I don't really need to respond to emotion with it because I want to remain calm and have mental mastery. But I will call it out for what it might be.. Hostile? Responses veiled with hostility? Not appreciated. I'm okay with you educating me; but I do not appreciate being humiliated, bullied and abused for pursuing knowledge. And I won't sit by and let people do that to me (if they are doing this, as its really beginning to seem that way: prove me wrong on this).
If you really care, act like it. Instead of blindly following the coven's view on things, how about lets discuss things on its merits and have a respectful, cordial, and productive conversation on this.
If core crypt demons harm me, I will simply harm them back harder. I am willing to torture and torment if neccisary. I won't even approach Lord Svengali's realm until I am confident in my abilities and power, and have many, many, many outer crypt demon companions, and other powerful demon companions to protect me as a cohesive spiritual family unit protecting eachother as equals. Like an army of demon companions and other spirit companions. So we can all explore the demonic realms together.
If someone harms me I am willing to torment them for it. I will harm them until I feel satisfied. People wanna call me an edgelord when they don't even know me. How about you ask all the people I've hurt if I was just being an edgelord.
Good luck in being "supportive" and "helpful" and a "good" community member.
I really don't care what people think. I just wanna continue to learn about crypt and discover myself and my wounding and my darkness.
I just wish folks would stop beating around the bush and cut the crap.
People who punish people for trying to learn forbidden knowledge are toxic imo.