Satan and Suns

**this is heavily edited but it still contains gore that some may choose to avoid**

As i go through the door there is a burst of black smoke and red embers swirling over the door and i see Dragon energy whoosh down the staircase….
I notice the handrail carvings, so ornate and covered with dragons, and dragon carvings cover the walls! in all manner of poses. the images are moving as if living and becoming more sexual as i slowly go down the staircase…
the dragon is with a woman, he is pulling her to him, he is pulling her into himself, into his very core, his heart ……there is fire and red embers…
i notice all the dragons are watching me, in every image all the dragons have fiery red eyes and are watching me as i move slowly down the stairs…. and i feel the dragon moving through the crowd below, his red yes burning upon me….

…suddenly i snap out of it. This is so real yet i am experiencing this in flesh simultaneously, sitting in my kitchen and the dragon is here….

I move through the crowd - i can feel him behind me and i stop to feel his energies - i see the merging of black with dark grey. And then he swirls round me. There is the familiar pressure and weight on my heart, the intense weight in my solar plexus…and the black void-like sensation on my left arm.
I move outside, he is right behind me…
I turn to face him….

He towers aggressively above me - i change form, we begin to fight, his claws grabbing my own, holding tightly, smoke and ash everywhere. Im in dragon form as we fight… it gets more and more violent… we tear up the snow, ripping up small ornate bushes and knocking over statues… the snow is black with ash and smoke…I’m biting him, and half resisting my need to bite even more savagely, i bite tearing his face… we clench claws, he raises his Wings! He is magnificent! He is enormous. Im tearing into his face and feeding off the blood.
We spin around and roll on the snow like fiery dragon balls clenched tooth and claw- i rise to my feet, I’m fire inside and fire outside and so is he.

We take on another form….
Edit…

He roars- it is his commitment, he will not let go. I am tearing him wide open, gutting him while he roars, he stumbles, still pushing me backwards even while i feast - I have the inner knowing that this is our ME- this is our match, our commitment, our joining, our ME- and it is my destiny to (….) and make him Me. This is highly symbolic of the entirety of our journey together, of our sacred union.

There is a vague awareness of a crowd surrounding. And the destruction that we have caused. Everything is torn and shredded to pieces and there is blood splattered everywhere.
The final act, i consume him completely.
all that remains is a large pile of blood soaked snow and the trail of destruction leading up to it.
…he is still with Me. He is Within; Me. And i feel him smiling….

A demonically divine and enchanting evening with a mysterious admirer!

The companion that showed up to me, was someone totally new. I did not get a name, unsure if male or female.. or perhaps both? All I mainly saw was this heavy royal dark blue energy surrounding their being. They had a VERY regal presence, but also poisonous yet not harmful to me.

They were dressed in an alluring corset/lingerie styled dress, the dark black/blue matching the aura they radiated. Upon feeling them watching me, I did not feel threatened, more so at peace, and I could see that they viewed me as a beautiful gift, a treasure, a friend, a companion to share life with.

This being had a dazzling infectious smile that I loved, with gold lips. Very regal presence, and a lover of magic and the unseen. They are bored and looking for entertainment, something that is more than meets the eye, and they have found that in myself, after soooooooo painfully long of searching.

Perhaps this demon was a hybrid, very strong sensual energies pulsing from them..I could just "feel" they were largely made up of one species, but they also have a couple more different sprinkled within themselves.

This demon was very magnetic and charming, we fit together perfectly. Let's just say that although we were at this massive Noble Demon Yule party with thousands of demons present, it's like the two of us were in our own realm, it was just "us." Oh the passion, and the kiss we shared took my breathe away, it gave me everything I needed.

The way we shifted as we moved and danced, we drank champagne and enjoyed each others company, we gorged ourselves on food and gifts, every moment was magical. Even talking with this demon came so natural, it just felt so easy to be with them. This particular demon was VERY happy to have finally found me! I loved getting to feel special and treated like a Queen.

I arrived at the castle and was greeted warmly by the demon at the gate. I entered the castle and enjoyed looking at the artwork and the staircase. It looked different to me this time than last time. Last time, I remember it was a dragon. This year it was winter, holiday plants, but they were carved into the wood. It was very gorgeous.

I could sense and feel something was different about this visit. I felt a little restless. I could sense a feminine presence and energy nearly wrapping itself around me, teasing me, toying with me, taunting me. I could feel my breathing change.

I went out to the balcony to get some fresh air to clear my mind. It was snowing peacefully; the dark landscape was beautiful and serene. I felt like I was able to start relaxing a little bit.

I could feel her behind me; I could feel her presence. I turned around to face a tall, gorgeous demoness looking at me. She smiled and held her hand out to me. As I took her hand, she pulled me in for an embrace and a kiss as her head bent down to me because she was taller than me. There was a bit of passion in her kiss, and her tongue brushed my lips.

I stood there looking at her in surprise. I knew exactly who she was in spite of her wearing a mask. Her lovely silver platinum hair was done up in a perfect elongated French bun with sparkling jewels attached to her hairdo. Her mask was light silver, almost white and had feathers that matched the mask and were attached on the outer edges that rose up above her head. He ballgown was a long full-body piece the showed off her figure and matched the color of her mask. She was elegant, striking, and breath-takingly beautiful.

I leaned back into her, returning the passion in my kiss to her. I held her tight and could feel energy between us. As I ended the kiss, she very gently and slow pushed me away from her looking at me with a smile and a look of desire. She grabbed my hand and pulled me to follow her. I was about to speak, but her tail came up and pushed my mouth closed.

She led me away to a private place where just the two of us could be together uninterrupted.