Satan and Suns

First:I see a woman completely black and shrouded in black, her face, eyes, lips are outlined in gold. She reveals that it is a mask, and removes it. There is an identical mask underneath. She removes the 2nd mask, then 3rd, and on & on with identical masks. I feel an opposing force, jehovah, forcing her down/enforcing this masking.
She opens her eyes, they are black -
Then her energies reveal a cat. The masking disappears as she reveals herself as a bejeweled cream coloured cat. She reveals more and more, a feline seductive and sensual and that becomes a large humanesque lioness. She is a cat woman, covered in hair except her belly and breasts. She is extremely sensual, and loves to dance. As she moves, and dances, I see the image from the Soul star manifest as if out of her flesh. She is shining red as if from jewels.

Second: black. I thought it was empty space but it is Blackness itself. The internet cuts out- I get perturbed. I hear: “what is it that you don’t want your soul to reveal? “
I relax and just allow.
I see a dark gold orb within the black. It feels so smooth. The orb has a stem, like a thermometer. It begins to swing and when it does it strikes the black and I see a gold scythe-like shape. I’m reminded of my true form self-

Three: the darkness. a total darkness. The internet cuts out and I sit for a long time. I have the awareness that I’m expecting the worst. What if it’s not that? What if instead my worst imaginings are of light, of love? lol. That’s funny—- and that opens it up.
I hear a distinct voice telling me that ‘there are those that deny me my bringing that energy here’. that energy is resisted (or condemned). my image shifts, and I watch myself shifting for a bit. I witness the godself that embraces and holds me to myself … and then I watch the hatred/denial that the godself faces just bounces off.

the energy brings awareness of a dispute that took place between myself and a demon companion. A conflict that happened years ago that I neither understood nor knew how to resolve it. And I remember something that this demon told me about themself when they first arrived. That they do what pleases them, they act upon their own will, and they embrace whatever it is that they desires…. bc they are themselves. They are a god. (Taken from memory- not verbatim) and a deeper meaning is revealed in our conflict. And this demon is appearing now as a mirror, perhaps even mentor, to this GodSelf within that I am seeing in the darkness.