Satan and Suns

I am pretty sure this one is from Lucifer. Thank you, sir! So i sat down to meditate, and thought back through my experiences. I thought about the pain of being raped, and the pain of losing my son. it is still with me, sealed in a jar that I keep tied around my neck like a precious thing. I take it out and show it to everyone, stroking it and remembering. It is NOT precious. I took it out and looked at it. Ugly, dirty, old. Why the HELL was I keeping that thing? back into the jar it went. Down deep in the bottom was a light like a little seed. It was the memory of my son, and how, despite losing him HERE, his spirit is with me, and his love will never grow old! So I took that seed out of the jar and placed it into my pocket. I dug a DEEP DEEP hole, and buried that thing. On top, I planted the seed, to flower and keep it down. Then I remembered how my parents chose my evil brother over me, despite the fact that he hurt the entire family, full of sludge. He ruined a lot of lives! Then I saw another seed in the bottom, and I reached in to get it! it was the strength I learned. How to say NO and GOODBYE to people who kept choosing hurt over love. Buried it! And planted another flower. You get the picture. I have a whole field of lovely flowers, and all the worn out CRAP I have been boring myself and everyone else with is gone. All that weight is off of me and I have the room and energy in my life for everything I could possibly want or need. So occasionally I dig a deep deep pit, but mostly now.....I am gonna plant flowers! I thought I would share that one with you!

Satan's Hellcat wrote:I am pretty sure this one is from Lucifer. Thank you, sir! So i sat down to meditate, and thought back through my experiences. I thought about the pain of being raped, and the pain of losing my son. it is still with me, sealed in a jar that I keep tied around my neck like a precious thing. I take it out and show it to everyone, stroking it and remembering. It is NOT precious. I took it out and looked at it. Ugly, dirty, old. Why the HELL was I keeping that thing? back into the jar it went. Down deep in the bottom was a light like a little seed. It was the memory of my son, and how, despite losing him HERE, his spirit is with me, and his love will never grow old! So I took that seed out of the jar and placed it into my pocket. I dug a DEEP DEEP hole, and buried that thing. On top, I planted the seed, to flower and keep it down. Then I remembered how my parents chose my evil brother over me, despite the fact that he hurt the entire family, full of sludge. He ruined a lot of lives! Then I saw another seed in the bottom, and I reached in to get it! it was the strength I learned. How to say NO and GOODBYE to people who kept choosing hurt over love. Buried it! And planted another flower. You get the picture. I have a whole field of lovely flowers, and all the worn out CRAP I have been boring myself and everyone else with is gone. All that weight is off of me and I have the room and energy in my life for everything I could possibly want or need. So occasionally I dig a deep deep pit, but mostly now.....I am gonna plant flowers! I thought I would share that one with you!

Hi I can understand how you feel once you let go of people the hurt all of it your life comes together I know had to do myself