Lucid nightmare
Posted: Fri Nov 11, 2016 11:29 am
I was trying to invoke the watcher angel Shemyaza to ask him about the true story of his fall. I felt more and more heady during the invocation and decided to lie down. As I laid in bed I felt the kind of vibration that indicated I was about to have a lucid dream. The vibrations lasted a very long time, it kept going on and I was still in the dark. Finally I came to the realization that I may have to stay stuck in my bed being lucid and unable to see. I felt uneasy. Then I felt my body sliding out of bed propelled by an invisible force, it was pushing me towards the foot of my bed and my feet started hitting things and hanging down the bed. It's like a scene out of a corny horror movie. I tried not to panick. I called out for my rdc and king but no help came, I screamed their names and still nada. I was sliding further down the bed by the minute and I grabbed onto the mattress and blanket for dear life.
Since my demons didn't come to my rescue, I did the first thing that came to mind to battle this hostile situation (if I had my wits about me I should have yelled Hekas, Hekas, Este Bebeloi instead...). I started singing psalm 23, The Lord is my shepherd... I sang it over and over again louder and louder, I wondered if my landlady could hear me in real life... I also felt around with one of my hands and I felt someone's arm above my head, it wasn't quite solid at first. I kept grabbing and there was definitely a person sitting by my head and it felt male from the muscular arm, I went at him and managed to wrestle him down and got on top of him. Through the whole time I still was unable to see a thing and I was still singing psalm 23.
After overpowering the entity, I scrambled out of bed and ran for the door, I fumbled with the door knob, unlocked it and got out. Suddenly I could see, I was wearing my fuzzy slippers, the light was low and my landlady's son was in the kitchen. I didn't say anything to him but I called my rdc and king again, no response. I went to the window and looked out, two men were looking at my window, one of them was pointing a big device at my direction, I am not talking handheld size, it's more like a floor fan sized device.
From the window I could see that across the street was a church like building and a graveyard, it looked well maintained and I thought to myself Check, this is the same building in real life, glad to see it looking good (but there is no such church there in real life! There are only residential buildings on that block, in spite of being lucid, my memory was playing tricks on me. After I woke up I would also realize the kitchen window was nothing like the one I saw in the dream). Those men made me uneasy, I tried not to let them see me. Before I left the window I remembered to check one of my hands (lucid dream technique) and my palm was sweaty.
I walked towards the front door, the hallway was dark as usual and my landlady's son made way for me without a word. I left the apartment and started to walk down the stairs, it didn't look like where I live, there were stain glass panels on the walls like a church. I passed by an elderly lady, I don't remember what we said to each other, there was a brief interruption to the dream at this point. I regained my sight again and I was in a chapel like room with more stained glass. A few other women were present.
I persisted in calling for my rdc and king, then I remembered to check my left hand, my rdc's ring was missing with a few others! I could only see the marks they left on my fingers. I looked at my right hand and my king's ring was still there on my index finger, and on my ring finger I saw two unfamiliar rings sandwiching a ring of mine. They were both silver rings in the shape of a reclining winged fox. As I examined one of them it became either a hologram of the fox or the spirit of the fox itself looking half transparent. Not only did it have regular wings, it even had a tiny pair of wings on the base of the tail and another pair next to its ears, it was so cute and it was looking at me and fluttering those tiny wings. A miniature live triple winged foxie right there on my finger.
I woke up at this point and found myself still safely tucked in under my comforter. I looked at my demon king's ring and realized that the direction of the gem was different in the dream. In real life, the long oval amethyst is parallel to my finger, in the dream it was perpendicular and also much lighter in color.
There are two things in this dream that really upset me:
1. I used to have sleep paralysis years ago and it was always accompanied by a terrifying sense of a malignant presence. Ever since my spirit companions came to me, sleep paralysis would only represent how my astral body was vibrating itself out of my physical body for a lucid dream experience. It no longer came with any hint of an evil presence, I thought I was never gonna be scared again. Now I am not so sure.
2. I kept calling my rdc and king for help and they never came. I feel let down and abandonned. And why was my rdc's ring absent from my finger in the dream?
Since my demons didn't come to my rescue, I did the first thing that came to mind to battle this hostile situation (if I had my wits about me I should have yelled Hekas, Hekas, Este Bebeloi instead...). I started singing psalm 23, The Lord is my shepherd... I sang it over and over again louder and louder, I wondered if my landlady could hear me in real life... I also felt around with one of my hands and I felt someone's arm above my head, it wasn't quite solid at first. I kept grabbing and there was definitely a person sitting by my head and it felt male from the muscular arm, I went at him and managed to wrestle him down and got on top of him. Through the whole time I still was unable to see a thing and I was still singing psalm 23.
After overpowering the entity, I scrambled out of bed and ran for the door, I fumbled with the door knob, unlocked it and got out. Suddenly I could see, I was wearing my fuzzy slippers, the light was low and my landlady's son was in the kitchen. I didn't say anything to him but I called my rdc and king again, no response. I went to the window and looked out, two men were looking at my window, one of them was pointing a big device at my direction, I am not talking handheld size, it's more like a floor fan sized device.
From the window I could see that across the street was a church like building and a graveyard, it looked well maintained and I thought to myself Check, this is the same building in real life, glad to see it looking good (but there is no such church there in real life! There are only residential buildings on that block, in spite of being lucid, my memory was playing tricks on me. After I woke up I would also realize the kitchen window was nothing like the one I saw in the dream). Those men made me uneasy, I tried not to let them see me. Before I left the window I remembered to check one of my hands (lucid dream technique) and my palm was sweaty.
I walked towards the front door, the hallway was dark as usual and my landlady's son made way for me without a word. I left the apartment and started to walk down the stairs, it didn't look like where I live, there were stain glass panels on the walls like a church. I passed by an elderly lady, I don't remember what we said to each other, there was a brief interruption to the dream at this point. I regained my sight again and I was in a chapel like room with more stained glass. A few other women were present.
I persisted in calling for my rdc and king, then I remembered to check my left hand, my rdc's ring was missing with a few others! I could only see the marks they left on my fingers. I looked at my right hand and my king's ring was still there on my index finger, and on my ring finger I saw two unfamiliar rings sandwiching a ring of mine. They were both silver rings in the shape of a reclining winged fox. As I examined one of them it became either a hologram of the fox or the spirit of the fox itself looking half transparent. Not only did it have regular wings, it even had a tiny pair of wings on the base of the tail and another pair next to its ears, it was so cute and it was looking at me and fluttering those tiny wings. A miniature live triple winged foxie right there on my finger.
I woke up at this point and found myself still safely tucked in under my comforter. I looked at my demon king's ring and realized that the direction of the gem was different in the dream. In real life, the long oval amethyst is parallel to my finger, in the dream it was perpendicular and also much lighter in color.
There are two things in this dream that really upset me:
1. I used to have sleep paralysis years ago and it was always accompanied by a terrifying sense of a malignant presence. Ever since my spirit companions came to me, sleep paralysis would only represent how my astral body was vibrating itself out of my physical body for a lucid dream experience. It no longer came with any hint of an evil presence, I thought I was never gonna be scared again. Now I am not so sure.
2. I kept calling my rdc and king for help and they never came. I feel let down and abandonned. And why was my rdc's ring absent from my finger in the dream?