Satan and Suns

I like most before me in this thread suffer from this great thirst of wanting to learn everything, try everything, be everything. I know so much useless crap, I can turn my hand to most things but even though I was in the past 96% there is excelling I never mastered anything.

My mum calls it wasted potential.

I do not regret my decisions to live life and try it all, soak it up like a sponge, but in all honesty I'm middle age now and since committing fully to demonolatry and finally accepting that the demons have always walked with me, I no longer feel the desire to do the "catch erm all" kind of thing. I know want to settle in my learning, I wish to become a master in my craft. To that end I focus only on 1 creative outlet now - my felting, I turned my other creative talents into making my grimoires, my herb books and Correspondences books true items to hand down to my family (which helps in my desire to be a great witch), and I finally found my home among the demons.

Funnily enough by now working towards mastery within my actual creative art, my witchcraft & spirituality through demonolatry I have actually gained more time which I spend with my family.

So for me mastery has become a win / win situation.

Sengdroma wrote: ↑

Thu May 14, 2020 12:57 pm

in all honesty I'm middle age now and since committing fully to demonolatry and finally accepting that the demons have always walked with me, I no longer feel the desire to do the "catch erm all" kind of thing. I know want to settle in my learning, I wish to become a master in my craft (...) and I finally found my home among the demons.

This has been my experience too... the soaking the world up like a sponge seems to have been like, a needed journey? To get to where I'm at now where I can just relax because I'm home. Like, so much of what I soaked up, what I learned, has helped me with this path. It's all pieces of the puzzle. It's all stuff I need... so I have no regrets, but yeah. I'm ready to settle into my path. I'm studying more than ever, but it's now VERY focused.

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