Sludge is Eating Me!!
Posted: Tue Oct 10, 2017 8:11 pm
Alright everyone. It's a long story. Buckle up!!
It must have started back in February. I was a student and used to work at the university hospital in the cafeteria. I think I must have gotten the sludge attached to me there. There were days when I was super anxious and fatigued while there, more so than usual. One day, I came in dreading work, and broke into tears without reason. I was so anxious and asked to be sent home. I ended up quitting work not long after that.
Fast forward to July/August and I move into another house that my parents have bought. My brother and sister-in-law were expecting a baby, so I understood why I had to move out. I was still intimidated by living alone (my mom said she'd visit a lot) though. First week there... I notice something. Now, my senses weren't really developed but I saw something. A black shadow the size of a person! It was watching me and gauging me. One of the first nights sleeping there it zapped the power in my room. I think it didn't like it when I closed my door. What the f... not knowing it was a sludgey thing, I blamed it on one of my vampires (she's sassy so I thought it was her but it wasn't odd that she was trying to frighten me)... ugh how foolish I was.
Graduation in August. Alright... cool. No job though, and parents bugging me and watching me. Depression and anxiety skyrocket. Yuck! I lash out at everyone I care about (ick). I know something is wrong with me but not sure what. So I meet my new demon friend N through Aurora Magick (yay!) and he really pushes me to cleanse my chakras, meditate, and get outside. This continues for a few weeks until I finally get to talk to my friend about spirit-related things. She notices the thing in my house. I tried to hide it from her because I didn't want her to freak out... I thought I had cleansed and shielded the house properly the day before she came over but she told me it's still there, but significantly weaker. So I became hopeful and also ANGRY at the thing at the same time. So angry that I decided to finish it off, immediately! I was NOT going to let this thing ruin me and my house any longer!
This is the fun part xD i couldn't sleep as I was riled up, so I asked my demon friend N and my soul mate vampire to help me fight the thing. Around the witching hour, I saw N and my vampire R standing behind me. With my arms raised, I created a LARGE pink and white hammer (I love pink, don't judge) and swung it down on the sludge. It was a lot smaller than it was when I first saw it. It was like the size of a small raccoon. I must have swung down (very lightly though I wish I could have summoned all my anger and frustration and crushed it) two times before it cracked like glass and its shards scattered into the wind. I opened my eyes and immediately I felt my house was a lot safer and calmer. Victory was ours! I said I love you to R and N (N probably was like ??? at this display of affection lol) and fell asleep.
Aaaaaaand now this is the frustrating part. I think it knew that I would finish it off, so it retaliated and got some of its yucky yucky sludge energy on me. It's blocking my third eye and crown chakras, I think, making it hard to communicate with my spirit family...earlier it was in my lower ones but I keep cleansing that area. It must have moved upwards today..I'm also kind of sick (running nose, sneezing, fatigue) so it may have some part in that too. Boo. My mood swings are back. I say, damn you, sludge... but you won't get the best of me! Going to do more meditations and cleansing of myself and the house... so frustrating when I thought the battle was over...
Despite the pain I went through, I'm glad for the experience. I'm finally getting more involved in spirit-related things thanks to it. I think I've realized that I do indeed have lots of potential. And I can't wait to keep pursuing that knowledge. That must have been why my spirits were biding their time and waiting for me to take action xD
Buuuuuuut that doesn't excuse what it has done to me. Screw that thing!! I'm going to come back with a vengeance,,, when I become skilled at servitor making, im going to make a wonderful new friend that has a taste for sludge energy
it'll devour all sludge energy on sight and its waste will be cleansed energy. I imagine it looks like a black-colored aloe plant, but behaves like a dog and communicates with adorable sqeaks and yips xD With my psy vamp lineage and he help of all my vampire friends, I think I can program it to be predator-like! My thought process was "Why eat me when I can eat you?" See how you like that? *glaring fiercely *
Anyhoo, if you have any time and energy to spare, please direct them healing energies over this way! I'm trying my best to get this done and over with as soon as possible, so I can use all the help <3 it's really wearing me down... I'm going to do my best tonight to take out as much as I can...I won't give up to this horrible yucky gross thing! Thank you for reading ~ xD
It must have started back in February. I was a student and used to work at the university hospital in the cafeteria. I think I must have gotten the sludge attached to me there. There were days when I was super anxious and fatigued while there, more so than usual. One day, I came in dreading work, and broke into tears without reason. I was so anxious and asked to be sent home. I ended up quitting work not long after that.
Fast forward to July/August and I move into another house that my parents have bought. My brother and sister-in-law were expecting a baby, so I understood why I had to move out. I was still intimidated by living alone (my mom said she'd visit a lot) though. First week there... I notice something. Now, my senses weren't really developed but I saw something. A black shadow the size of a person! It was watching me and gauging me. One of the first nights sleeping there it zapped the power in my room. I think it didn't like it when I closed my door. What the f... not knowing it was a sludgey thing, I blamed it on one of my vampires (she's sassy so I thought it was her but it wasn't odd that she was trying to frighten me)... ugh how foolish I was.
Graduation in August. Alright... cool. No job though, and parents bugging me and watching me. Depression and anxiety skyrocket. Yuck! I lash out at everyone I care about (ick). I know something is wrong with me but not sure what. So I meet my new demon friend N through Aurora Magick (yay!) and he really pushes me to cleanse my chakras, meditate, and get outside. This continues for a few weeks until I finally get to talk to my friend about spirit-related things. She notices the thing in my house. I tried to hide it from her because I didn't want her to freak out... I thought I had cleansed and shielded the house properly the day before she came over but she told me it's still there, but significantly weaker. So I became hopeful and also ANGRY at the thing at the same time. So angry that I decided to finish it off, immediately! I was NOT going to let this thing ruin me and my house any longer!
This is the fun part xD i couldn't sleep as I was riled up, so I asked my demon friend N and my soul mate vampire to help me fight the thing. Around the witching hour, I saw N and my vampire R standing behind me. With my arms raised, I created a LARGE pink and white hammer (I love pink, don't judge) and swung it down on the sludge. It was a lot smaller than it was when I first saw it. It was like the size of a small raccoon. I must have swung down (very lightly though I wish I could have summoned all my anger and frustration and crushed it) two times before it cracked like glass and its shards scattered into the wind. I opened my eyes and immediately I felt my house was a lot safer and calmer. Victory was ours! I said I love you to R and N (N probably was like ??? at this display of affection lol) and fell asleep.
Aaaaaaand now this is the frustrating part. I think it knew that I would finish it off, so it retaliated and got some of its yucky yucky sludge energy on me. It's blocking my third eye and crown chakras, I think, making it hard to communicate with my spirit family...earlier it was in my lower ones but I keep cleansing that area. It must have moved upwards today..I'm also kind of sick (running nose, sneezing, fatigue) so it may have some part in that too. Boo. My mood swings are back. I say, damn you, sludge... but you won't get the best of me! Going to do more meditations and cleansing of myself and the house... so frustrating when I thought the battle was over...
Despite the pain I went through, I'm glad for the experience. I'm finally getting more involved in spirit-related things thanks to it. I think I've realized that I do indeed have lots of potential. And I can't wait to keep pursuing that knowledge. That must have been why my spirits were biding their time and waiting for me to take action xD
Buuuuuuut that doesn't excuse what it has done to me. Screw that thing!! I'm going to come back with a vengeance,,, when I become skilled at servitor making, im going to make a wonderful new friend that has a taste for sludge energy
it'll devour all sludge energy on sight and its waste will be cleansed energy. I imagine it looks like a black-colored aloe plant, but behaves like a dog and communicates with adorable sqeaks and yips xD With my psy vamp lineage and he help of all my vampire friends, I think I can program it to be predator-like! My thought process was "Why eat me when I can eat you?" See how you like that? *glaring fiercely *Anyhoo, if you have any time and energy to spare, please direct them healing energies over this way! I'm trying my best to get this done and over with as soon as possible, so I can use all the help <3 it's really wearing me down... I'm going to do my best tonight to take out as much as I can...I won't give up to this horrible yucky gross thing! Thank you for reading ~ xD
