Satan and Suns

So my mom is a religious. Christian. Who hates ch. And s&s. And shel foun of my d out about me being. A spirit keeper, so she uses that as blackmail, she says that if I keep going on my path and beliefs the she'll. Tell the youth pastor s about. My being a keeper. In FRONT. Of my cr
ush, who's. Christian. I really love her. (My crush)

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sorry for the period s and stuff I'm using a galaxy s2 and I have fat finger s

move from moms house fist may be

Relax if you need to play it off you probably can. Needing to lie about your path is a part of fitting into the "normal" world. Ask for help with your mom from the spirits you have or work with to have her stop pulling that BS on you is what I would do.

You sound pretty young so I'm sure moving out isn't an option, but crushes come and go if it's meant to be it'll work out. If you have to worry about little things pushing people away then it's not worth the hassle of making it work.

Luckily spirit keeping can be relatively invisible. I recommend you ask your spirits for help and in the meantime you lie and say you don't do it anymore. And keep doing it. All you truly need is your mind. Just call out their names (not out loud) and speak with them. They'll understand if you can't light incense or candles or leave offerings (which you can do discreetly).