Giving my soul to Satan before the beginning
Posted: Tue Nov 20, 2018 1:48 pm
Hi, im complete beginner and im bad in english. I m interested in LHP one month or a bit more, and i feel fear. I dont know whats real Truth, and im from christian country and it influences me much.
At the same time i think satanists have right, and i still ask myself: "What if God exists and he punishes me? What if demons and Satan are really evil like christians say and horror movies etc.?"
I already listened some you tube videos about invocation demon (im interested in Belial, i dont know why exactly but i like him from the beginning) and ennchs (of him and Satan) and i felt good, but again scared a bit.
I m not sure if i do right thing in right row. Should i "give" my soul to Satan before i start to talk with demons? If yes, how to do it, please tell me exact way, step by step.
And what to do if something possesses me? How to defend against it? And what if i invoke some more hostile demon or some evil spirit instead of demon i wanted to invoke? How to be sure its my Belial? I red - ask him to show u sigil. But any other demon can copy his sigil and cheat me... :S
Lol i know u hate me because such "blasphemous" questions, but ppl i really grew up at horror movies and educated in christian family and school too, and its very hard to me to stop feel fear and ask myself "what if..." all the time.
Please answer me fast, because i think i already opened spiritual gate at least toward Belial and Satan (through these ennchs), and i dont feel good about making them wait any longer.
I wanna be ur so much...

I already listened some you tube videos about invocation demon (im interested in Belial, i dont know why exactly but i like him from the beginning) and ennchs (of him and Satan) and i felt good, but again scared a bit.

And what to do if something possesses me? How to defend against it? And what if i invoke some more hostile demon or some evil spirit instead of demon i wanted to invoke? How to be sure its my Belial? I red - ask him to show u sigil. But any other demon can copy his sigil and cheat me... :S
Lol i know u hate me because such "blasphemous" questions, but ppl i really grew up at horror movies and educated in christian family and school too, and its very hard to me to stop feel fear and ask myself "what if..." all the time.
Please answer me fast, because i think i already opened spiritual gate at least toward Belial and Satan (through these ennchs), and i dont feel good about making them wait any longer.
I wanna be ur so much...