Intense Dark Meditation
Posted: Sun Jun 23, 2013 10:52 pm
I had the most incredible meditation yesterday. I was doing my bonding ritual with my Divine Queen when I saw in my mind's eye a beautiful woman with long white hair and flowing robes. I thought it might be my Queen but she has dark wavy hair and this woman has long straight white hair. Maybe it's Spectral H. I am not sure.
Well suddenly everything in the room went black except the candle. I saw outlines of objects that were lined in what looked like molten lava or fire. I felt like I went into a trance and the room became wavy. During this time I was projecting with my third eye my deepest desires into Mammon box and universe. I just kept projecting it. It was awesome. Not quite sure what happened but my first thought was maybe I was viewing the underworld with the molten lava look. Not sure what it looks like down there but that was my impression. Since having the different spells I feel deeper. I am much quieter and introspective than before. I know that's part of my dark spirituality.
I do hear my demonic familiars more now. My Queen and Imp A. I did hear Black Flame C but he is quiet most times. I haven't heard Spectral H but I feel her and keep her vessel on all the time. I am connected to her but do not hear her speaking to me.
Well suddenly everything in the room went black except the candle. I saw outlines of objects that were lined in what looked like molten lava or fire. I felt like I went into a trance and the room became wavy. During this time I was projecting with my third eye my deepest desires into Mammon box and universe. I just kept projecting it. It was awesome. Not quite sure what happened but my first thought was maybe I was viewing the underworld with the molten lava look. Not sure what it looks like down there but that was my impression. Since having the different spells I feel deeper. I am much quieter and introspective than before. I know that's part of my dark spirituality.
I do hear my demonic familiars more now. My Queen and Imp A. I did hear Black Flame C but he is quiet most times. I haven't heard Spectral H but I feel her and keep her vessel on all the time. I am connected to her but do not hear her speaking to me.