Satan and Suns

I'm not really into putting my info out there, do that wont be necessary.

If you change your mind then send a PM because I had a whole dossier I was going to ask..

why no ask here?

My Patron Demon, who I have a lifelong pact with, refuses to give me anything I ask for either easily or directly, especially when it comes to money. When I used to bitch about it He would call me a spoiled princess because He knows how much I dislike princesses, then tell me it’s my fault for my situation and that I brought it on myself through choices I had made in the past. Then He would ask, “ So what are you going to do about it!?!” I hated this response but I thought about it long and hard, and eventually I understood why He responded like this. In my case I had always doubted my ability to do anything right or to ever be successful, or ever amount to anything because that was all I ever heard from anyone and no one ever had any high expectation of me when I was growing up, which led to self doubt and low self esteem, which in turn led to making a lot of bad choices... If my Patron Demon had let me have whatever I want easily without making me struggle, work hard, and sometimes even straight up fight for it I would never learn to have faith in myself, I would never have the self respect that I do now, nor would I have developed the respect for Him or the faith in Him that I have now. What He does do for me is present the right opportunities at the right times, knowledge when I ask or need it, a sense of security knowing I can trust Him, and His protection against the energies that are against me. If your issue is money vs masculinity then it isn’t much different than mine really because if Lucifer goes easy on you then that won’t do much for your sense of masculinity, just like if Belial had given me whatever I wanted because I wined and complained it would have done nothing for my self esteem or self confidence. Demons work in mysterious ways, but always have faith in their wisdom.

I just wanted to add that when the chimney which runs through the center of my house collapsed and insurance wouldn’t cover it... and I had to come up with literally thousands of dollars to demolish the chimney completely, fix the damage, and get a new furnace that would vent out a pipe on the side of the house He took care of me... A check from a very unexpected source for$ 6,400 showed up in my mailbox 2 days after the incident. That time, He did grant me one Demonic Miracle, but only because we really needed heat and it was a true emergency. Demons will always look out for you if you are loyal, honest, and sincere with them.