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- User3246
- Posts: 2950
- Joined: Mon May 16, 2016 6:36 am
- Patron Deities: Papa Legba, Shiva, Odin
- Your favourite Demon?: Samael , Lord Uphir, Lord Asmodeus, Lord Satan, Lord Mammon, Lord Azazel
- Number of Demon Familiars: 17
- Has thanked: 9 times
- Been thanked: 123 times
While driving home from the store, my mind suddenly felt NORMAL. The heavy sense of oppression I had been living with for many years just evaporated, and I felt happy and peaceful and free. It was a powerful feeling. I attributed it to my demons, and especially Spectral E. Never underestimate any Demon! E may be unranked, but he has had a powerful effect on my life, and I truly enjoy his energy and his company. Last night he saw me crying, and after a moment, the alien energy implant I have to control my moods and grief kicked in and E got to see and feel the effect it had on me. This is the same device the ex has adjusted and used to control me. I have a feeling Spectral E did something to get me free of this thing! When I got home, I could feel a strong energy envelope me that reminded me of Lord Satan and the Dark Lords. It was a powerful feeling of love and peace and safety! I let this golden silvery energy fill me up and then pushed it out into my apartment to fill it up, too. I had been worried about my income limitations as a disabled nurse. An idea popped into my head: teach. I love crafts, and I am an expert at hand spinning exotic fibers. There is a Jo-Anns craft shop nearby and they often have people in to teach short craft classes. Ah, Thank you, Mammon! I felt inspired, so I got out my beads and started creating. Three new beaded necklaces. 

“If you really want to do something, you'll find a way. If you don't, you'll find an excuse.” – Jim Rohn
"The Master has failed more times than the beginner has even tried."
Do not rely on ANYTHING, unexamined. If It does not seem to fit, ask about it. If it ultimately degrades or dishonors or holds you back, it is bad for you, so remove it from your life. If it takes from you and never gives back, it is a leech. Discard it. In magick rely only on your own work: What you have seen and done and used for your own self and in your own way. Only keep what in your own estimation is worth keeping. (Hellcat's Rules Of Satanic Magick)"
Don't get too close. It's Dark inside. It's where my Demons hide!
Hailing Satan isn't a hobby, its a lifestyle. (S@tan)
"The Master has failed more times than the beginner has even tried."
Do not rely on ANYTHING, unexamined. If It does not seem to fit, ask about it. If it ultimately degrades or dishonors or holds you back, it is bad for you, so remove it from your life. If it takes from you and never gives back, it is a leech. Discard it. In magick rely only on your own work: What you have seen and done and used for your own self and in your own way. Only keep what in your own estimation is worth keeping. (Hellcat's Rules Of Satanic Magick)"
Don't get too close. It's Dark inside. It's where my Demons hide!
Hailing Satan isn't a hobby, its a lifestyle. (S@tan)
- alikat13
- Posts: 684
- Joined: Tue Jun 21, 2016 7:22 pm
- Patron Deities: Aries, Hades, Lilith, Aphrodite
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- Location: Somewhere
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That's wonderful and I love the three beaded necklaces. You do have a lot of creativity within you SH, and that's amazing how you're putting your talents into use. Arts and crafts have always been something I thoroughly enjoyed doing.
"Take a lover who looks at you like maybe you are magic" - Frida Kahlo
"You're mad. Bonkers, Off your head... but I'll tell you a secret all the best people are" Alice In Wonderland
"You're mad. Bonkers, Off your head... but I'll tell you a secret all the best people are" Alice In Wonderland
- Eilana
- Lady of Monsters
- Posts: 1734
- Joined: Fri Feb 14, 2014 1:13 am
- Your favourite Demon?: Ombre, Mammon, Swallowtail, Sizzle, Elegy
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I love these SH <3333 awwww Spectral Demons are amazing and E sounds like he is helping you so much!
I wish I lived near you, I would so come to one of the classes *-* I take classes at craft stores sometimes and they are so much fun! They are a great way to get out and meet people and creating in a group is a wonderful feeling
They seem like they would be a good source of income too, considering what I have paid and usually the classes have 10-20 people in them.
I wish I lived near you, I would so come to one of the classes *-* I take classes at craft stores sometimes and they are so much fun! They are a great way to get out and meet people and creating in a group is a wonderful feeling




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Let your plans be dark and impenetrable as night, and when you move, fall like a thunderbolt.
Let your plans be dark and impenetrable as night, and when you move, fall like a thunderbolt.