I knew my christian neighbors would be horrified to learn I was taking ritual baths, using candles and incense, going to Safeway to buy ingredients for... "spells"... And using the bible in these infernal rites. But then, they would have been horrified to learn that there were ghosts in my house and that didn't bother me at all. They (the ghosts) usually were content with some, "Hi! I'm here! Just to let you know." kinda stuff, and then leave it at that.
My take on it was, "If they aren't drinking my beer, eating my food or turning up the thermostat, live and let live, sorta."
My need to take all of this to another level was not sudden, but I did need to look more deeply into myself, MUCH more deeply, it was then that I learned I did not HAVE TO take this path alone, no mentors, no fellow spirits, no guides, no...friends.
Besides that, the people here are REALLY cool!
Really crazy person behaves differently in many other situations, he is unable to communicate normally with other people, he is disorganized and feels/expresses nothing but big stress. Also if he is obsessed with something he cant force himself to stop talking about this in front of literary every person he meets, for hours and hours and hours... Talk of mad men is oftenly mixed and he seems confused and disorganized in his conversations, his rythm of speech is also changed, his voice, face expression blah blah...
