Contacted. Where should I go from here?

[Roseflare]

Hello everyone one, I’m new here, and new to the LHP.

I have been on and off into witchcraft and decided I didn’t want to go to church or like it’s message from a young age. Although I’ve always been interested in learning about other gods and goddesses and had purchased lhp books without realizing while in college, but then got busy and didn’t get around to reading them.

Now I’m 30, happily married with child and was slowly getting into witchcraft again. I got into spirit keeping for the past year, and randomly decided to order a bunch of lhp books (didn’t even know the term then).

The books finally arrived, but hadn’t gotten to reading anything (except for one about chaos Magick). Now while meditating that evening (about two weeks ago) I felt a heavy energy approach me. I didn’t feel scared, but it felt it was powerful and that I should be respectful.

The spirit spoke to me and wanted to offer his assistance and told me he could teach me to improve my Magick skills and knowledge. I respectfully told him I wasn’t ready to work with him without knowing more knowledge about the practice and who he was. He was very kind and understanding and said he’d come again as he thought I was ready. (I’m sort of a perfectionist and don’t like to just jump into things before thoroughly researching things.)

I asked for his name and he said Bael. When I looked him up the next day I recognized him right away because of the human face with crown.

I am on here now because Bael came again in a dream. This dream was filled with spiders and a strange spider like bug with a head that was slowly transforming into Bael’s head. The next day I saw a spider (strange because it’s the dead of winter and we usually don’t get spiders this time of year). But this spider was hanging around all day. That night Bael came to me again while I was meditating (this was yesterday). I told him I was close, but still wanted to do more research, but perhaps he could do something to prove to me his powers. I gave a list of 3 things I’d like to accomplish/improve in my life and said I’d wanted it done within 2-3 weeks. If he could do these I’d be willing to learn from him and work with him.

I heard he was somewhat of a healer in some sources, so I asked him to help heal my skin condition which had really flared up. This morning I woke up to find it barely noticeable.

Now I’d like to know what should I do from here. Are there any precautions I should take with Bael? I’ve never worked with a demon/ancient god before. He appears to me as almost a fatherly figure, kind yet stern. But I don’t want to fully let my guard down as even my own father has been pretty much a let down (I have trust issues with people because of him).

Any and all advice or experience with Bael are welcomed. Thank you.

[Azrael]

Hi,

Wow, you're pretty talented.

Here some info about Him - https://vkjehannum.wordpress.com/2017/0 ... -goetia-1/

Now I start to wonder... if me seeing spiders is connected to Him.

He is pretty powerful.

If I were you, I'd ask Him why exactly He wants to help you, and why He chose you. I'd be honored if I were you. That's not common to be honest and I'd use His help. Maybe He sees potential in you.

[Darth Moronius]

dont forget shielding

[Roseflare]

Hi,

Wow, you're pretty talented.

Here some info about Him - https://vkjehannum.wordpress.com/2017/0 ... -goetia-1/

Now I start to wonder... if me seeing spiders is connected to Him.

He is pretty powerful.

If I were you, I'd ask Him why exactly He wants to help you, and why He chose you. I'd be honored if I were you. That's not common to be honest and I'd use His help. Maybe He sees potential in you.

Thank you for the link. I’ve been seeing a lot of cats lately too. Mostly black strays. I even just saw two cats on the way dropping my daughter at daycare.

I feel very honored, and did not expect this at all. If anything it seems he was waiting for me to start on this path. And strangely enough I feel very energized and positive from the whole thing (even with the lack of sleep for the past two nights). I’ve been obsessively trying to research him, but it seems there isn’t much about him. I just found there could be a connection between him and the god Tumwi? I suppose I won’t know unless I really talk to him more.

I guess it really started because I wanted to seek knowledge, truth. I tend to get things done when motivated, but I also tend to get distracted. He actually came last night while I was meditating and setting up my nightly shielding. I lost focus for one second and his voice boomed in my ear “FOCUS!”. I nearly died.

[Roseflare]

dont forget shielding

Yes, I’ve been shielding on a daily basis now, specially working on my home and family. I wanted to make sure it wasn’t some trickster, but it seems it’s him.

Also trying hard to keep myself grounded. Been feeling dazed a lot lately.