To start with, every Sunday, while people everywhere are going to church, I have what I call Belial’s day of indulgence. I am home alone all day, and I prepare all sorts of delicious foods and deserts, get some really good wine, bake all sorts of yummy cannabis brownies and cookies (I am a licensed grower and have an endless amount...lol), dress in wickedly sexy clothing, listen to whatever music as loud as I want... do whatever I love to indulge in to the fullest... and I invoke Him and offer my 5 senses for the day so He can enjoy the hell out of all of those great things right along with me...it’s really just to express gratitude for all He has helped me with, but it’s also so much fun to feel naughty and defiant together...on Sunday, especially!
Sometimes I just get these overwhelming urges to tempt and corrupt some poor weak soul... especially on those Sundays! Yesterday, my x-husband became my unsuspecting victim! I had left him long ago because a series of unfortunate events in his life had caused him to become an obsessive, compulsive Christian and he kept trying to force his ways on me and became controlling. I answer to no one, so he was history pretty quickly, although we are still friends as neither of us are the type to hold grudges. Anyway, I know all of his weaknesses, I know what he does and when, every Sunday... he goes to church, then lunch, then bible study. I also know that he cannot resist those wonderful weed brownies I bake, and that if I were to offer him some and tell him they are extra strong and don’t dare eat them until he was done for the day with no more responsibility... he would just have to prove he’s such a man and can handle anything... and eat them all up immediately. So, I texted him while he was still at church tempting him by to pick some up afterward on his way to lunch. When he came, I bragged about how they were the most potent ones ever, and warned him over and over not to eat them until evening. Of course he downed every one of them right away, and by bible study... which he was supposed to host... he was nodding off in his chair with his mouth hanging wide open, drooling all over! Lol! He tried to lie and tell everyone that he took too much allergy meds but they knew better. Later , after sleeping it all off, he called me to tell me I need Jesus! I just laughed and told him that I was busy spending the day with a Noble Demon Lord and that I had to go eat another brownie... then hung up and turned off the ringer.
My x-husband really wasn’t mad, and today we both laughed about it all. I guess there are a few good points here... first, when dealing with humans it’s best if possible to be accepting of differences, even if we don’t agree with or understand the differences ,and we should strive to make the best of things. My x and I are a good example... here we are, a follower of the LHP and Godspouse, and a Christian... having laughs over trying to outwit each other constantly rather than bringing negativity and bad energy about by holding grudges, and what fun we have!
The other point, which I feel is really important to bring up because in our society we are so brainwashed to think spirituality has to be serious all the time, is that it is ok to enjoy, indulge, have fun with the Demons you are working with or have a pact with... they love it too...don’t forget about your familiars and demon companions either. It is actually a very thoughtful way to thank them for all they do for us... to just call on them and give them really special, heart felt offerings, and for once not asking for, demanding, or expecting anything in return ...to do this just to express gratitude towards them . Believe me, all the energy that you give to them in doing this is never lost, because as long as your intentions are honest and truthful, they will always give back equally.
