Hi Amara! Thank you so much for sharing this experience
It is so awesome to hear that you have gone forward and began work on your own Demonic Portal to your Demonic Guardian! There is nothing more fun than working on your own personal spiritual projects <3 I am so happy to hear you've been working with it so much.
As a professional energy worker ~ I can absolutely attest to what Heretique has shared with you here

As energy begins to move and is transferred through the Hands - An array of things can occur. Every bodies body is different - and the way we perceive energy is different from one another. Many people will report that their hands become Hot, Cold, Tingly, Numb, Tired...Or even nothing at all. However you experience this, just know that it is perfect. These all signs that energy is being moved and transferred through the Chakras of the hands. So this is a great sign!
You also mentioned feeling exhausted & a bit tired afterwards. These are very common occurrences as well after completing an energetic exchange. When working with energy - It is extremely vital to always take care of yourself - both before & after your session! Taking some time to ground and connect to yourself before your session can help stabilize your energetic foundations. After a session, Feeling tired or exhausted is absolutely normal! Take some time to connect back into your core. GO out in nature and connect back to the grounded energy of Mother Gaia... Into nature and into the core of who you are! Give yourself lots of space to recharge

Eat plenty of yummy foods & most importantly, drink LOTS of water!!!
It sounds like you are doing absolutely amazing in your work with your Portal! I am so excited to hear more about your experiences with it and how it will serve you down the line & throughout your spiritual journey!
