One night I sort of "woke up" to a woman calling my name.The only strange part is I could not really remember pulling off my covers nor getting out of my bed.However I pushed this aside and walked to the door of my bedroom where I heard her calling my name(stepping over my roommate as he slept). I looked back to see if I had woken him at all.Only to realize I was still sound asleep in my bed.(This kind of freaked me out a bit,I was mostly atheist and had only a slight clue of what astral projection was.)Soon after noticing my sleeping self,before I could get too "worked up about it",the woman's voice came from behind me reassuring me everything would be fine.Than she started calling to me again through the door.(I had never felt this before it felt so...real!)So I decided to open the door and go through.Even more nerve racking than seeing my body sleeping in bed, I was now surrounding by darkness and floating.Than came the noticing of the feelings,my hair stood up,my body vibrated and my spine tingled.It was so very strange,very strange but amazing feeling.I also noticed that i was floating in a direction but nothing moved,as if I was moving.After a little bit of "floating" towards this woman's voice(her voice did not cease since I had awoken) I finally reached her.She had these strange "vines" all over her body that seemed to stretch out into the vast darkness and just keep going and going.(now that I found the A Ladies store im realizing that they looked extremely similar to their aura paintings). She smiled at me and watched for a little bit,before saying something.I do not remember everything she said but I do remember her repeat the she was "watching me",that I "did not need to be afraid or worried". I remember hugging her at the end of our conversation,I also remember there was more to our conversation but I cant seem to focus well enough?I remember feeling sad,I felt like she was saying goodbye. I remember,I remember her saying she was my mom?(which still baffles me,i mean is that even possible,i feel like its not but i also inwardly feel the opposite)But I cant focus enough to remember everything,its to clouded.After she hugged me she, smiled,closed her eyes,as I did only to find when I opened them I was in my bed.I havent seen her since,but I remember.That was my first astral traveling experience.
oh how I miss her so.
so I hurriedly opened a google page and found this website,but I would have never gotten here if I did not have the interest I have now and I might not have my interest/motivation if I did not have that experience. Also I have been very drawn to demons for a long time.
. Thank you for sharing and peaking my interest,if you do not mind my asking,who is Sekhmet?She sounds familiar.No need to worry you neither offend nor are too personal with the question.Could you explain that more, attraction as in,i felt pulled towards her or felt she was pulled towards me...if this is it than i most definately felt a pull towards/from her.Or did you mean in a more bodily or affectionate way?
