Nightmare Meditation 4 - Journey to the Blood Coaster

[ysabeau]

Nightmare Carnivale of the Damned presents....





Meditation 4: Journey to the Blood Coaster

The Nightmare Carnivale of the Damned is a place like no other.
A realm where the laws of nature have been warped,
where reality bends and twists
with a mutated and deformed darkness of a broken world.
Something happen here
Something has change,
Madness and horror have crept through the shadows
It has shifted into something terrifying and unnatural
Yet, no matter how twisted the realm may seem,
shifts always leave clues.
They leave clues to how they came to be,
and clues to how one can return from them.
In the nightmare, there are always signs.
Always pieces of a puzzle that can be put together
to reveal the path back to balance,
back to what was.
Nightmares always leave clues.

Listen to the Guided Meditation Below to Journey to the Blood Coaster





Credits for Music

Music for this track is provided by Mystic Ambience
(https://www.youtube.com/@TheMysticOfficial)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6OuWfXxsjus
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Playground Lullaby
Robert Austin Music

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Nightmare Machine
Kevin MacLeod

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[Lycana]

The coaster rises into the air, its frame warped. I hate roller coasters and this one looks worst than most. I get on it with my companions and look down as the ground inches away. I can see the web of my energy connection that is being protected but everything else is absolute horrifying madness from the transformed demons to the massive monsters hovering above. The monsters take no not of the coaster even when it brings us higher and higher toward them. The attention is trained on the ground and like giant crabs, the pluck their prey from the ground with their claws and it bring it to their mouth. Some of them almost look like crabs except that their legs are longer and more stilted. There is nothing but hunger coming from them as they consume flesh bit by bit. I am nearly at eye level with them as the coaster pauses at the top. the carnival below is small and like a living organism or entity all itself like we are all part of one massive biological system.

Then the coaster plunges, the sounds of screams and howls of madness filing the air as the coaster whips through the air in its descent. It is almost dizzying the way that it moves to suddenly, the sharp angles leading into loops until we are dropped further into darkness along a twisted path. Blood splashes onto me, stick and metallic but with a hint of something putrid. I don't know where the bloom comes from but I'm not too distressed by it. I'm just waiting... waiting... Finally the ride comes to a stop and I get off. I see a red ribbon but when I pick it up the color changes to blue and then a dark emerald green. It is peculiar but I turn it over to Matador.

Unfortunately, I didn't get to explore the carnival following the main part of the meditation because my son wanted my attention, but I look forward to coming back exploring this. Perhaps later tonight.

[karenwpi]

Once again, I tell Matador I don't want to do this. I say, "you go on the flesh wheel if you want to know about it". He is unaffected and stands resolute. He knows it is me who will proceed. I sense his vast and deep understanding of not only me but so much else.
My feet take me forward. Ey' is with me, just as he was there for the visit to Madame Orna. Also, a small wyvern is with us. He is mysterious and says I'm not fully grasping what he is. Now is not the time to sort it out, though.
Ey' really throws a monkey wrench into this situation. I swear he's wearing his tuxedo and monocle...he's a cat btw. The appearance is so funny, yet I know we are in the midst of great danger. He reminds me that this is his life. He escorts dead ones and is accustomed to strange and dangerous places. And, Enjoys it. This all equates to Great and Grand Joy.
It is suddenly easy to be here. We settle into the bloody carriage and swoosh forward and begin ascending...I think....the motion feels odd. Almost like non-motion.
The wet isn't gross, rather it reminds me of childhood days playing in the water. Carefree. Joyous. Energetic. Doing and being. Just because.
Apparantly we are descending. However, it doesn't feel as if we are going downward. I feel that I can move along horizontally but vertically is unavailable. Why is this the case with a roller coaster especially as I'm being told we have vertical capacity? The questions begin. Am I supposed to locate my own Carnivale or meet Lord Hades? I can't recall, but neither are happening. The first Carnivale is surely gone. This is Not the same. At all.
And suddenly the ride is over. I see the ribbon & it's a soft yellow ribbon, very soft and a baby yellow with light golden tones. Solar?? Noble?? Underworld Royalty?? I wonder at the clue...
The color also reminds me of tones within Ynax's coloring. Is this a Mutilation clue??
I decide to stay for awhile and "explore" which equates to watching the fall of humanity. I just watched until I felt done, then wandered off in a semi fog.
Very strange and mysterious meditation!!
I recall I sat in on this group meditation & couldn't hear well or maybe arrived late. Which means I basically missed it. However, the energies were so relaxing I stayed for the whole hour!