Satan and Suns

I LOVE CRYPT DEMONS!
I freaking LOVE Inner crypt demons so much.
I love outer crypt demons too.

Quizzical wrote: ↑

Thu Aug 22, 2024 6:02 pm

I LOVE CRYPT DEMONS!
I freaking LOVE Inner crypt demons so much.
I love outer crypt demons too.

Oh very cool! What has you so enthralled with both?

Great subject!

And, a surprising one!!

I absolutely love these facets of Outer Crypts:
1. They comprise a society that has broken free from bondage.
2. The self-love that propels them to leave Inner Crypt flows and there is a joy and enthusiasm difficult to find anywhere else.
3. Their lands are breathtakingly beautiful. Much starkness.
4. Their intellect runs high, so amazing demon/esses for sharing life experiences and solving problems.
5. Individuals, of course, are individual. However, I can't help but notice how soft and warm the energies are from Outer Crypt demonesses in particular.

And, Inner Crypt. Here is what I absolutely love about them:
1. Their lands are full to the brim with healing energies. Death and regeneration magic runs deep and the grounds are saturated.
2. Inner Crypts will stare at me until I understand. I believe I enjoy this because it's a challenge to communicate non-verbally.
3. Every day is busy. This locale is a hustler's paradise.
4. Outer Crypts come from the Inner Crypt, unless born outside the I.C. Even tho that point is obvious, it's worth stating.
5. One of my favorite ISW demons would like to ascend spiritually to the OSW. You guessed it: through the Crypts.

I guess what I love about the core crypt aka inner crypt, despite being void of love, they embrace all taboos, even nearly-universally hated taboos. They are also good at revenge.
I study and am fascinated with all unconventional taboos. And unconventional attractions, orientations. For instance a sadist loves to inflict pain. One person's evil is another person's good and vise versa. Good and evil are in the eye of the beholder.
I think good and evil are in the eye of the beholder and what is good and evil depends on who you ask.
I would say the core/inner crypt realms can be antagonistic, malevolent sublime, dark, twisted, sadistic, taboo, socially unacceptable values in most places, but would I say they are evil? No.
But then again that depends on which inner crypt demon I am interacting with and what their values are and if those values align with mine.
For some reason I am just drawn to the inner crypt.
What I do know is what I consider evil and what you consider evil are different.
I think the same would apply to love but I agree with you for the most part that what we see as love is repulsive to them. But what one person could see as abuse or exploitation another could see as love and vise versa.

Wynd Runner wrote: ↑

Wed Aug 28, 2024 4:42 pm

Quizzical wrote: ↑

Thu Aug 22, 2024 6:02 pm

I LOVE CRYPT DEMONS!
I freaking LOVE Inner crypt demons so much.
I love outer crypt demons too.

Oh very cool! What has you so enthralled with both?

I'd say all the 'evil' taboos they're into *evil grin* hehe >;-)
Those perverted 'evil' pervy inner core crypt demons heheheh~

I dont think evil really exists, its just a matter of perspective. One person's evil is another person's love.

I saw that post were someone asked about crypt demons and got them mixed up with spectral demons XD and aprophis answers quoting Akelta and that response is so funny XD I'll get the link.

So let me understand this better. You love them because they love the taboos?
You realize that Inner Core Crypt idolize and thrive on the rape of the mind, body, and soul? That they relish in the murder and the unconsentual slavery... and so many things that aren't even able to be spoken of. Such as literally putting their own children through slavery, rape, and everything abhorrent that can be done to children.
This is what you love about them? They aren't a cute, misunderstood race of demons. There is a reason that we do not conjure from there. There is a reason that we don't give information on contacting them or working with them. Because they have no sense of morals or anything. They would happily rip people apart to study them and break their minds and their bodies. They enjoy the rape of others in many ways that it can be done.
That's really all I'll say.
We don't teach about them because they are abhorrent.

ysabeau wrote: ↑

Mon Sep 09, 2024 3:24 pm

CW/TW: Don't read this if you have trigger warnings. You've been warned.

So let me understand this better. You love them because they love the taboos?
You realize that Inner Core Crypt idolize and love rape of the mind, body, and soul? That they relish in the murder and the unconsentual slavery... and so many things that aren't even able to be spoken of. Such as literally putting their own children through slavery, rape, and everything abhorrent that can be done to children.
This is what you love about them? They aren't a cute, misunderstood race of demons. There is a reason that we do not conjure from there. There is a reason that we don't give information on contacting them or working with them. Because they have no sense of morals or anything. They would happily rip people apart to study them and break their minds and their bodies. They enjoy the rape of others in many ways that it can be done.
That's really all I'll say.
We don't teach about them because they are abhorrent.

Yes, I realize that. And I unconditionally love them and accept them anyway. I extend this love and acceptance to all beings.

Yes, Trigger Warning TW. Content Warning. Please do not read if these things upset you. I care about you all and want to keep you safe and happy.

It doesn't matter to me if others view them as abhorrent. Information should be available to all and not gatekeeped by the few. I am a hacker and believe all information should be available uncensored and freely available for all to learn.
That being said, while I respect your opinion that they are abhorrent, I still wish to learn about them and connect with them and their realm. As it is part of my path and needed for me to grow in my path.

While I respect your view on evil, I do not believe evil really exists in the sense, and that it is only a matter of perspective. Basically 'evil' is in the eye of the beholder.
I have studied and continue to study all taboos with an open mind to understand them and help people live with dignity and within the law.
What one calls evil, another calls love.
For instance, a sadist inflicting pain on someone they care about sees themself showing someone they care about love. That is their way of showing them love.
Rapists gain satisfaction and gratification from raping people. They love and enjoy doing it.
Pedophiles literally call themselves 'child lovers'. The root of the word pedo means child, and the root of the word philia means love. But yes it is considered a mental disorder and fetish as the word philia has the fetish connotation to an attraction and sexual orientation that is a fetish and mental disorder and philia which is a fetish attraction.
The humane thing for them would be treatment, learning to live with dignity, self-love and within the law.
This just shows that there are many perspectives on good and evil and many perspectives on love.
I refuse to believe that it is black and white or that only one perspective on love exists.
I think that there are only benevolent and malevolent beings.
I see core crypt also known as inner crypt demons as antagonistic, malevolent, yet misunderstood.

Indeed! I feel drawn to them, love them, respect them, and want to learn how to work with them safetly.
I feel the only way to do so would be to have many companions, especially from the outer crypt realms, who would protect me.
So I could bond with them and study them and all their taboos and perspectives. And me and them could bond on shared socially unacceptable taboos and attractions and or philias and fetishes me and them have.

I remember when I was little my father laid on me and put all his 350 lbs on me, nearly crushing my tiny body on the hard tile floor... I couldn't breathe...could barely breathe. I felt I was going to die. I was six years old I believe. It was terrifying yet gave me a survival fight or flight adrenaline rush. Or how another student tried to murder me via asphixiation aka choking me out in class when the teacher left for a moment. I explained this to my sadist friend and he enjoyed me explaining my suffering, he got great enjoyment from hearing of my suffering and struggles. Oddly, it felt like a one-sided trauma bonding and oddly helped me cope with this trauma. I feel like the right inner crypt demon and or outer crypt demon could provide similar unconventional comfort. Similar to trauma bonding. Yet I still love that friend so much. I would defend him with my life.

I was tormented, neglected and abused all my life, so I can relate with the outer crypt demons.
Yet, I can also relate with the core crypt demons too. I wish I could legally torment and torture my enemies without end.

I am full of love, yet also sinister like the core crypt demons; I lash out, I seek vengance, torment my enemies if need be, and respect taboos. There is much duality in me, as in many things.

Fuck society, I want it to burn down to the ground!

My mind has been raped before by adversarial aspd individuals, yet I am drawn to aspd individuals and all things 'evil' and taboo.
Its so fascinating!
I guess the core crypt would be similar to the dark web, as I research it with tools such as dark.fail, and my friends also tell me what its like. I keep away from illegal shit but nothing really phases me.
I am not larping here, but I would be thrilled to be a unknown core crypt lord in my next life.
Protecting my people and tormenting everyone else and getting drunk off indulgence of taboos sounds fun for my next life.

It does not matter to me that they are abhorrent. I still would like to learn about them, no matter how abhorrent they are. I feel like no one has the authority to deny information just because they view that group as abhorrent. I would label such behavior as gatekeeping. Christianity gatekeeps spirituality which upsets me.

Much love to everyone on this forum.

Frankly, whether evil exists or not I'm not going to touch.

That said I cannot agree with the statement that one person's evil is another person's love.
Abuse is never love. Kinks are agreed upon between consenting adults and enjoyed by both when speaking in terms of sadism, but sadists can have healthy loving relationships outside of their sexual kink... it is not abuse. If someone is intentionally violating another person without their consent and all out abusing them it is never love. It is power. Basic psychology tells us that it is all about having power over another.
And anyone who does that to children most certainly does not do it because they love them regardless of the linguistic root.

Getting off of abusing and having power over another is not a different way of loving them.

An inner crypt demon abusing someone because they get off on the power is not just another way of "loving them". It has been pretty clearly spelled out that love--which would be considered weakness rather than power--is hunted down and destroyed by them. They may get off on it but they aren't loving those that they are mercilessly tearing apart anymore than the abuser is loving the person they hurt.
Conflating the two is pretty dangerous ground to walk, and seriously if someone raped me I would have zero problem murdering them on the spot for it.

The Inner Crypt of the Outer Spiritual world they are repulsed by love. The Inner Crypt Demons reject all aspects of love and embrace evil. That is their source energy, love energy in all forms is abhorrent and repulsive to them and they desipse it. Any who engage in love or who love are hunted and destroyed.

While Evil is debated in the Inner Spiritual World, Evil is very much a concept within the Outer Spiritual World and it aligns most closely here to what we would call genocide, racism, torture, torment, but in the Outer Spiritual World it goes beyond that. This is one difference between the Inner Spiritual World and the Outer Spiritual World.

Within the Inner Crypt there is no love, there is no acceptance of love, anyone who embraces love in the Inner Crypt is hunted down and killed, love is seen as a disease and the worst thing to the Inner Crypt Demons. This is why the Outer Crypt Demons Left the inner Crypt, because they allowed love to flow through them.

Inner Crypt Demons are not Inner Spiritual World Demons, they are Outer Spiritual World demons within a Specific Region called the Inner or Core Crypt who are a group of Demons who reject all aspect of love and embrace evil to the most horrific sense of the word. The Outer Spiritual World is a very complex place that is different to the Inner Spiritual World, it is a place very different from our world which has horrors and pain that we cannot even imagine here what would be considered an evil here, it goes beyond that in the Outer Spiritual World and it is not debated there, it exists.

Quizzical wrote: ↑

Mon Sep 09, 2024 4:11 pm

Yes, I realize that. And I unconditionally love them and accept them anyway. I extend this love and acceptance to all beings.

Yes, Trigger Warning TW. Content Warning. Please do not read if these things upset you. I care about you all and want to keep you safe and happy.

They don't actually care about trigger warnings or the safety of others. They want others to suffer, anyone, "friend" (they don't have friends just those who are useful) or enemy. They don't want anyone safe or happy. Any love to them is repulsive and sickening. They will torture enemies, "friends", those who are weaker then them. Those who are more powerful then they are they won't because power dymanic, but there are no friends amongst inner crypt demons, they see friendship and love as a weakness.

Quizzical wrote: ↑

Mon Sep 09, 2024 4:11 pm

It doesn't matter to me if others view them as abhorrent. Information should be available to all and not gatekeeped by the few. I am a hacker and believe all information should be available uncensored and freely available for all to learn.
That being said, while I respect your opinion that they are abhorrent, I still wish to learn about them and connect with them and their realm. As it is part of my path and needed for me to grow in my path.

While I respect your view on evil, I do not believe evil really exists in the sense, and that it is only a matter of perspective. Basically 'evil' is in the eye of the beholder.

In the Inner Spiritual World this is debated, to truly understand the Outer Spiritual World you have to move beyond our world and see the vast complexities that exist out there. Evil is an aspect that very much exists in the Outer Spiritual World and it is very much revered and embraced by the Inner Crypt Demons.

Quizzical wrote: ↑

Mon Sep 09, 2024 4:11 pm

I have studied and continue to study all taboos with an open mind to understand them and help people live with dignity and within the law.
What one calls evil, another calls love.
For instance, a sadist inflicting pain on someone they care about sees themself showing someone they care about love. That is their way of showing them love.
Rapists gain satisfaction and gratification from raping people. They love and enjoy doing it.
Pedophiles literally call themselves 'child lovers'. The root of the word pedo means child, and the root of the word philia means love. But yes it is considered a mental disorder and fetish as the word philia has the fetish connotation to an attraction and sexual orientation that is a fetish and mental disorder and philia which is a fetish attraction.

So I am a mother, and when I was a child one of my oma's friends son was a Pedophile, we didn't know at the time, this person goes oversees regularity and luckily for them we don't see them anymore, now as adults, my brother and I, if we saw this person again well, It would not be nice for them. I have no tolerance for these behaviours. If anyone hurt my children I would destroy them. Unapologetic destroy them and the creativity of my dark and sinister imagination would know no bounds in breaking them and making them suffer. If anyone hurt a child around me, I would become very dangerous. That is my darkness, and it is a darkness that I am very aquianted with and unapologetic about.

Quizzical wrote: ↑

Mon Sep 09, 2024 4:11 pm

The humane thing for them would be treatment, learning to live with dignity, self-love and within the law.
This just shows that there are many perspectives on good and evil and many perspectives on love.
I refuse to believe that it is black and white or that only one perspective on love exists.
I think that there are only benevolent and malevolent beings.
I see core crypt also known as inner crypt demons as antagonistic, malevolent, yet misunderstood.

The Inner Crypt Demons are not misunderstood they choose their life and they embrace evil, unapologetically. They believe those who embrace love are weak, unable to see the power that evil offers. It is how they are. Inner Crypt demons are unapologetically malevolent by your definition.

Quizzical wrote: ↑

Mon Sep 09, 2024 4:11 pm

I remember when I was little my father laid on me and put all his 350 lbs on me, nearly crushing my tiny body on the hard tile floor... I couldn't breathe...could barely breathe. I felt I was going to die. I was six years old I believe. It was terrifying yet gave me a survival fight or flight adrenaline rush. Or how another student tried to murder me via asphixiation aka choking me out in class when the teacher left for a moment. I explained this to my sadist friend and he enjoyed me explaining my suffering, he got great enjoyment from hearing of my suffering and struggles. Oddly, it felt like a one-sided trauma bonding and oddly helped me cope with this trauma. I feel like the right inner crypt demon and or outer crypt demon could provide similar unconventional comfort. Similar to trauma bonding. Yet I still love that friend so much. I would defend him with my life.

I was tormented, neglected and abused all my life, so I can relate with the outer crypt demons.
Yet, I can also relate with the core crypt demons too. I wish I could legally torment and torture my enemies without end.

I am full of love, yet also sinister like the core crypt demons; I lash out, I seek vengance, torment my enemies if need be, and respect taboos. There is much duality in me, as in many things.

I really think you need to find a qualified therapist. One who specializes in extreme childhood trauma, what you describe here explains a lot of what I am seeing in your posts on an energetic level and I really think you need to find a therapist. It would help you so much.

Quizzical wrote: ↑

Mon Sep 09, 2024 4:11 pm

Fuck society, I want it to burn down to the ground!

My mind has been raped before by adversarial aspd individuals, yet I am drawn to aspd individuals and all things 'evil' and taboo.
Its so fascinating!
I guess the core crypt would be similar to the dark web, as I research it with tools such as dark.fail, and my friends also tell me what its like. I keep away from illegal shit but nothing really phases me.
I am not larping here, but I would be thrilled to be a unknown core crypt lord in my next life.
Protecting my people and tormenting everyone else and getting drunk off indulgence of taboos sounds fun for my next life.

Again I think therapy would be very helpful. There is being truly dark and there is being traumatized from childhood and life abuse and they are two different things, only by healing the trauma within you will you know the difference and embrace your true darkness. There is existing in darknes, and there is being drawn to it because you feel rejected and unwelcome in society, drawn to taboos and social abnormalities not because you truly are called to them, but because they make you feel accepted in a way. You wish to shine light on them because if you do then maybe you will shine light on yourself and be accepted, but that only tarnishes what was always meant to stay in darkness. The only way to uncover the difference and to truly know the subtle complexities of darkness is to go to therapy and heal the trauma that is within you. you have a very love and light mindset for someone who seems to be drawn to the darkness. You want all information to be illuminated when in the Darkness we hide and conceal in shadows, that is our way, and not everything should be exposed to the light, it changes it and cheepens it, removing the deep meaning and the beautiful sublime complexities that can only be seen in darkness, concealed and immersed in shadow and mystery.

I've been to a therapist many times.
It doesn't seem to help me.
I really don't want to go off.
I am practicing mental mastery.
I am deeper and more complex than it seems.

Are you sugguesting that I keep my dark secrets a secret?

I am really dark and twisted and evil like the inner crypt demons.
Like I said, there is duality to me. I am very complex.
And while I seek love and acceptance.
If you really knew me, you would hate me.

That being said.
I will still respect the rules here.
I would try to get your perspective on it.
I want to avoid things getting emotionally charged.
I don't wish to fight you.
I still feel love for the inner crypt demons because part of me is within the inner crypt.
I cannot help it.