Contacted. Where should I go from here?
Posted: Mon Feb 04, 2019 12:16 am
Hello everyone one, I’m new here, and new to the LHP.
I have been on and off into witchcraft and decided I didn’t want to go to church or like it’s message from a young age. Although I’ve always been interested in learning about other gods and goddesses and had purchased lhp books without realizing while in college, but then got busy and didn’t get around to reading them.
Now I’m 30, happily married with child and was slowly getting into witchcraft again. I got into spirit keeping for the past year, and randomly decided to order a bunch of lhp books (didn’t even know the term then).
The books finally arrived, but hadn’t gotten to reading anything (except for one about chaos Magick). Now while meditating that evening (about two weeks ago) I felt a heavy energy approach me. I didn’t feel scared, but it felt it was powerful and that I should be respectful.
The spirit spoke to me and wanted to offer his assistance and told me he could teach me to improve my Magick skills and knowledge. I respectfully told him I wasn’t ready to work with him without knowing more knowledge about the practice and who he was. He was very kind and understanding and said he’d come again as he thought I was ready. (I’m sort of a perfectionist and don’t like to just jump into things before thoroughly researching things.)
I asked for his name and he said Bael. When I looked him up the next day I recognized him right away because of the human face with crown.
I am on here now because Bael came again in a dream. This dream was filled with spiders and a strange spider like bug with a head that was slowly transforming into Bael’s head. The next day I saw a spider (strange because it’s the dead of winter and we usually don’t get spiders this time of year). But this spider was hanging around all day. That night Bael came to me again while I was meditating (this was yesterday). I told him I was close, but still wanted to do more research, but perhaps he could do something to prove to me his powers. I gave a list of 3 things I’d like to accomplish/improve in my life and said I’d wanted it done within 2-3 weeks. If he could do these I’d be willing to learn from him and work with him.
I heard he was somewhat of a healer in some sources, so I asked him to help heal my skin condition which had really flared up. This morning I woke up to find it barely noticeable.
Now I’d like to know what should I do from here. Are there any precautions I should take with Bael? I’ve never worked with a demon/ancient god before. He appears to me as almost a fatherly figure, kind yet stern. But I don’t want to fully let my guard down as even my own father has been pretty much a let down (I have trust issues with people because of him).
Any and all advice or experience with Bael are welcomed. Thank you.
I have been on and off into witchcraft and decided I didn’t want to go to church or like it’s message from a young age. Although I’ve always been interested in learning about other gods and goddesses and had purchased lhp books without realizing while in college, but then got busy and didn’t get around to reading them.
Now I’m 30, happily married with child and was slowly getting into witchcraft again. I got into spirit keeping for the past year, and randomly decided to order a bunch of lhp books (didn’t even know the term then).
The books finally arrived, but hadn’t gotten to reading anything (except for one about chaos Magick). Now while meditating that evening (about two weeks ago) I felt a heavy energy approach me. I didn’t feel scared, but it felt it was powerful and that I should be respectful.
The spirit spoke to me and wanted to offer his assistance and told me he could teach me to improve my Magick skills and knowledge. I respectfully told him I wasn’t ready to work with him without knowing more knowledge about the practice and who he was. He was very kind and understanding and said he’d come again as he thought I was ready. (I’m sort of a perfectionist and don’t like to just jump into things before thoroughly researching things.)
I asked for his name and he said Bael. When I looked him up the next day I recognized him right away because of the human face with crown.
I am on here now because Bael came again in a dream. This dream was filled with spiders and a strange spider like bug with a head that was slowly transforming into Bael’s head. The next day I saw a spider (strange because it’s the dead of winter and we usually don’t get spiders this time of year). But this spider was hanging around all day. That night Bael came to me again while I was meditating (this was yesterday). I told him I was close, but still wanted to do more research, but perhaps he could do something to prove to me his powers. I gave a list of 3 things I’d like to accomplish/improve in my life and said I’d wanted it done within 2-3 weeks. If he could do these I’d be willing to learn from him and work with him.
I heard he was somewhat of a healer in some sources, so I asked him to help heal my skin condition which had really flared up. This morning I woke up to find it barely noticeable.
Now I’d like to know what should I do from here. Are there any precautions I should take with Bael? I’ve never worked with a demon/ancient god before. He appears to me as almost a fatherly figure, kind yet stern. But I don’t want to fully let my guard down as even my own father has been pretty much a let down (I have trust issues with people because of him).
Any and all advice or experience with Bael are welcomed. Thank you.